Love is Love

Disclaimer: I do not own Inu Yasha one bit! Its getting old, but I have to right it….>.<

A/N:I updated the summary for all those who have, or haven't noticed, to go with the story line better. It also will go more with what the future chapters will be like..You know...THe new summary sound more dark and angsty, or is it just me? Whatever...^-^

Blarg!!!!!!!!!!!!Enjoy!

Love is Love

He couldn’t believe his eyes. His Inu Yasha was back. Back to him!

“What? What just happened?” asked the half-breed, who tried to stand, but failed, falling back down.

Kouga, without warning, ran up to the mutt and brought him into a deep warming hug. “Oh Inu! I can’t believe it! Your back! Your you again. Isn’t that wonderful?” Kouga cried, small tears falling from his already tear swollen eyes.

Kagome smiled, relieved that it turned for the good. She had no idea that her arrow would fix this, but it did. She jumped up and down, clapping in joy.

“What the hell flea bag? Did you turn gay over night or something? Where the hell am I anyway? All I remember was loosing my hearing, eating soup, then falling asleep. Did I miss something while I was asleep?” Inu asked, shoving the wolf off him and storming up to Kagome, who stopped jumping.

The dumb struck wolf, got up and pulled Inu to a kiss, seeing if that would jump start his memory. Yet, that only made things worse.

Wide eyed, Inu Yasha did the first thing he could think of doing for this situation: get aggressive.

Without a second thought, Inu pulled his fist back and brought it to Kouga’s chest. The force of the bow was so forceful that it actually cracked thru the armor and deep into Kouga’s flesh. Blood spat out of the wolf prince’s mouth, all over Inu’s face.

Pushing him backwards, Inu wiped up his face, smirking. “Sorry, but you deserved it. Nobody kisses me, especially not a flea bag wolf,” the half breed said, putting his hand on the hilt of his sword, before turning to Kagome.

Shocked, Kagome ran over to Kouga, and gently laid him down. She reached for her yellow bag to find that she didn’t bring it and swore under her breath. Panicking she tried to stop the bleeding by putting pressure on it, and to her liking it worked.

Kouga, after finally catching his breath, pushed Kagome aside and stood up. He tried to speak, but he couldn’t find the words to say. Turning around, he left the two by themselves and raced to his den, so he could pray to god this was all just a dream and that he would wake up soon.

“Sit….Sit….Sit…. Sit…Sit…SIT!!!!!!!” Kagome yelled not even turning to see her friend fall flat on his face countless of times. “How could you do that? How could you…” she choked out. ‘All that suffering, then it all stopped. The pain was gone, but he just had to go and do that. Does he really not remember?’ she thought, wiping her tears away.

“Kirara!” she yelled, picking up her bow she had dropped before. When the cat demon came up, she transformed letting the school girl hop on. Leaping up into the air, they disappeared into the sky, over the trees.

“The…hell?” Inu Yasha muttered under his breath as he slowly got up, trying to ignore the pain. “The nerve of that girl.” he said. When he was standing upright he let out a confused sigh.

“You poor thing.”

“What? Whose there? Show yourself!” Inu cried, turning around, looking in all directions before bringing out his Tetsusaiga.

“Oh please, put the sword away. You might hurt someone” a laugh was heard, and it was beginning to annoy Inu Yasha

“What do you want?” he yelled, lowering his sword, but not sheathing it.

“All good things go bad and then, that bad thing turns good. The process then repeats itself, for that good thing then turns bad. it’s a never ending thing, no matter what you do, it will happen. Every person has a cycle of their own. Sometimes cycles even skip a part and the person ends up with two good things right after the other. I like calling that a jackpot. Then, there are instances where two bad things happen to a person, which I like to call the black skull. That hasn’t happen to you yet, so let me give you an example of all this using your life. Hmmm, lets see. Your brother brought back your Kouga from the dead, that was good, but he didn’t end your life which you so deeply wanted to end.”

“What?” he muttered, confused…

“Being kept alive, you were able to see your lover, Kouga, again, but then your best friend shoots an arrow at you, her aim: to kill you. Lucky for you, something good happen, and you are cured and turned back to normal.”

“Lover? Kouga? What the hell are you talking about? Show yourself so I can knock some sense into you! If all that happen, why don’t I remember it?” he screamed, trying to find the source of the voice.

“Don’t you ever shut up and listen?”

“Fuck you! Why don’t you come out of hiding, are you to scared?”

“Well, duh!”

Inu was pissed off. He was steaming. He gripped the hilt of his sword tighter. The voice, though he never heard it before, oddly sounded like some one he knew. He just couldn’t put his finger on it. The voice sounded, like a woman’s voice, like a young adults voice.

“Why don’t you come out here, I won’t hurt you…badly,” he seethed.

“Listen, you interrupted me before I can finish, even though I figured you might have been able to figure it all out. The reason that you can’t remember this all is because in the end, you were changed back to normal, but your memory was erased. You don’t remember any of this because it never happened. Well, to you it never happened. Hell, maybe this really never happened, and this is all just…a…plot?”

The half-bread narrowed his eyes and put his sword back in its sheath. “So, your telling me that I don’t remember anything? What good thing will happen next? Huh?”

“Who knows….” then, out of nowhere, a young girl appeared. Her long brown hair blew lifelessly with the wind. “Only time can be sure.”

Looking at her, he studied her, and let out an angry sigh when he felt no bad vibes coming from her.

“Just try to remember, like the little things from the past,” and with that said she turned into a little seven year old.

Inu Yasha backed up, not believing his eyes. “The hell…How did you?”

“O’ maybe, you’ answe’ you seek w’esides in the futuwe,” she said mispronouncing her ‘r‘’s like a normal child would do sometimes, turning into an old woman. “ Only time can tell. It stands still for no man, or demon. It will slow for no one, it will go faster for no one, but it will help you to get things back to normal. Maybe...”

Without notice she turned back to her regular age, as far as Inu Yasha knew, and smiled a smile he recognized. A smile he felt like he knew. It reminded him of someone special to him, but he didn’t have anyone special, at least not anymore. Right?

“I’m looking forward to seeing what happens next, so don’t bore me. It’s been awhile since I last messed with a life such as yours. So angsty, makes me wanna…Makes me wanna cry like a five year old.” she laughed, turning into a five year old, then starting to cry. She then ran up to Inu Yasha, tugging on his pants and said, “ keep me guessing, okay? I want to be surprised and excited! This is like an awesome event playing just fo’ me!” she giggled before vanishing.

Inu Yasha was utterly confused. “She’s, been watching me? The hell? That wench is making no sense. Those blows to the head when Kagome sat me must have gotten to me,” he snarled, running to the direction of the town to lay down.

…………..

“Kouga! Welcome back! What happen? Is everything alright? Ah Your hurt, come lay down over here. I’ll get you some help,” Ginta, one of Kouga’s men, said, helping the wounded leader down.

When Ginta and Hakaku set off for help, he tried not to cry. It would make him look bad in front of his clan if they caught their mighty leader crying. Yet, something in Kouga said ‘To hell with it!’

By the time he was patched up and sent to his room for bed rest, it was way past nightfall. He didn’t let one single tear fall, so by this time they all swarmed out of him. By the time he felt sleep threatening to take him, he couldn’t even cry anymore, for no tears fell.

“I’m tired of crying about Inu Yasha. I’m tired of all this pain, all these tears. If he wants to forget, then fine. I’ll forget too. Forget him. Forget Kagome. Forget Naraku. Forget everything. Maybe even, possibly, forget me.” he whispered.

He looked all around his room, searching for something.

‘Anything.’

“He always liked me, I know it for a fact. The reason why I know this; the potion wore off and he still acted the way he did. He even told me he did. Then, why didn’t he show he did when I kissed him? To chicken? Ha! No, he was just being an asshole…” he cried out.

‘Anything at all would do.’

“Even if it did take him by surprise, he didn’t have to hurt me. That stupid…”

‘Could that be good enough?’

“Fucking”

‘Good enough’

Kouga got out of his bed and walked over to the far side of the room. Picking up bone he had been planning to change into a dagger long ago, he twirled it in his hands. "Mut..."

‘I don’t want to die’

He held it up to his head.

‘Just want to forget’

He positioned the blunt side of the bone above his head and sighed.

‘The pain must end’

Smiling, he brought his hand as high as it could go before it started to hurt.

“I’ll still love you though…Inu Yasha…even when I forget you.”

With that said, he struck down at his head, with as much force he could bring and fell to his knees. His vision started to fade, but he did not fall unconscious just yet. His arms felt limp, and he dropped the bone as if fell limply to his side. He couldn’t feel his arms, and no matter how hard he tried, they wouldn’t move.

He got up slowly, thinking it didn’t work, and stumbled to his bed, but never seemed to make it. He had collapsed onto the ground halfway to it. Without feelings in his arms, he found it impossible to get up, and even if he managed to stand, he couldn’t walk without stumbling.

Then something wet come out of his nose, and he licked at it to find it tasted like blood. His blood. He smiled, closing his tired heavy eyes. He finally fell into a deep slumber, a he never wanted to wake ever again.


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Yup, that’s it. That’s my next chapter. I hope you like it, or maybe even love it? Huh? Yeah? *nudge*

ANYWHO! All the symptoms Kouga went thru after hitting his head are not made up! I actually looked up what happens to people when they receive serious blows to the head, and that’s a few of the symptoms, so don’t think for a second that I made that up. I didn’t. If I wanted to make something up I would, but I wanted it to be realistic, ya’ know?

Please read…well...I hop you already read this story by the time you read this….and review!

See you next time yo! >.< Which I plan to be within the next two days or so. ^-^ Hopefully. I want to get as many chapter done by Friday…why? Dunno, just because I want to know if I can actually accomplish something. ^-^