Before I die

Before I die

by:
Goijh

Disclaimer: I don't own any work that was created by Rumiko Takahashi. Why is that? I'm sorry people but I think that the statement explains itself. I am currently looking for Inuyasha on e-bay. Will pay full in pocket lint. (Sorry but that's all I have!)

Author's note:

Well I wasn't really planning on updating this until I got more reviews but as certain readers (YES THAT MEANS YOU!) haven't reviewed in so long and I'm just so pathetic and nice...I thought that I would anyway. But heed this WARNING. If I don't get at least five reviews for this then you will have to deal with this as the last chapter...That means you'll NEVER know what happens with Kouga...or lots of other things that are coming up! So THERE!
*sticks out tongue and blows raspberries*
Sorry people but I'm kinda in a bad mood. I just found out that I've torn my labrum (sp?) again and I am going to have surgery in NINE days! I do have the next couple of chapters written though and I am going to send them to my beta after I update.

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Chapter Ten
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Inuyasha watched as Kagome let her hand bathe in the water. She hadn't made any move to get in herself. She only sat there on the bank, staring thoughtfully into the shallow water. He sighed inaudibly as he continued to watch her. He could tell that she was no longer upset, or at least not entirely so. He wanted to go and hold her...hold her and tell her that....it was ALL Shippo's fault!
'Baka get out of here now!' A voice in his head screamed at him. 'She's going to bathe. She doesn't need an audience you hentai!'
The hanyou was about to agree with the voice when another spoke up.
'Why should you have to leave? After all she is YOUR mate. You have every right to watch her.' Inuyasha couldn't help but agree. He was actually allowing her much more freedom and privacy than most youkai would ever allow a female after they had mated.
'But Kagome doesn't know that much about youaki! She'll think that you're just being a pervert and get upset. She'll probably sit you!' Inuyasha found himself absently nodding his head in agreement. Voice number one was making a lot of good points. He didn't want to make give Kagome a reason to be angry with him and he most certainly did NOT want to be sat.
'So what if she doesn't know about youkai customs? Human males sometimes act even worse. Besides she should feel glad that you find her SO desirable that you wouldn't even want to leave her side for a few moments!' The poor hanyou's head was beginning to spin. Voice number two was also arguing well and he was getting confused.
'But what about what Kagome thinks? What about what she wants? Don't you think that she wants some time to herself? To calm down?' The first voice cried out in anguish.
'Yes what does she want? Don't you think that she's acting like she's waiting for her mate to come and join her? What does she think? Don't you think that she's wishing her lover was there right now?' The second voice hollered back.
Unbeknownst (sp?) to him, Kagome had spotted Inuyasha a moment before. Smirking she was putting her plan into action. Turning at a angle that she knew would tease his imagination a little, she slowing began to undress.
'WHAT THE HELL IS SHE DOING?!?' Both voices shrieked in unison, causing the bewildered hanyou to snap his head up from his hands where he had been holding it to try to drown out the pain. His eyes went wide and his mouth fell. Kagome's blouse was SLOWLY sliding down...down...off of her shoulders..down...down...to the ground where it landed with a faint rustle.
Blood began to rush to an appendage that was hardening all too readily at the sight before the hanyous eyes. Kagome's silken hands were now sensually sliding down her soft body to her skirt. Inuyasha watched, captivated as her fingers began to play with the button, releasing it and then ever so slowly dragging down the zipper.
Then the skirt fell.
She was standing there before him in only her undergarments.
The need to go over there and push her to the ground was over whelming. Inuyasha was almost trembling in the effort to retain from shredding the two garments that were covering his mate's womanly figure and taking her right than and there. Suddenly he became aware of a familar scent. But one that surprised him.
He sniffed the air delicately.
Blood.
His bloodThe The scent knocked him out of his temporary daze and caused him to look down at his hands. In his attempts to keep from alerting Kagome to his presence he had dug his claws into his palms. His blood was gently trickling out. He brought his tongue to his hands and quickly licked over the wounds. The affect was immediate. The cuts sealed and began to quickly heal.
The blood had woken him up a bit though. Straining to keep his eyes on the ground and away from the enitcing s tha that he knew was before him he tried to move his feet. 'I'm not Miroku. I'm not Miroku.' he chanted to himself as he glared at the limbs that refused to move. But glaring at them only served to bring to his attention his tented pants. And that reminded him of why they were like that. And THAT caused his eyes to raise and dart a glance at the miko. AND THAT resulted in a bigger tent. (hee hee...lots of 'and that's'!)
Kagome had stopped for a moment when she felt Inuyasha eyes move away from her. When they did not return for a moment, she was almost afraid that he had left. Perhaps he ahd a little more propriety than she had thought? No. His eyes were now back on her and she could almost swear that she felt his desire washing over her.
Smiling she went back to her little 'show' allowing one of her bra straps to slide over her shoulder and rest upon her arm as she moved her hands up her abs, over her chest, and up behind her to undo the article of clothing that kept her breasts from his view.
Inuyasha stared again, not daring to blinnk as he watched her hands glide over her skin. How he wished that they were his own, feeling her like that. Unknowingly he inched closer to her, abandoning his spot behind a tree for another behind a bush. His breath caught in his throat when he saw her bra fall away, slipping off her arms, and baring two mounds before his eyes with taught peeks that were screaming for his caresses.
Kagome left her underwear on as she walked over to her pack and got out her bathing soaps and shampoos along with her favorite scrubby. Shaking her hips a bit more than usual, she added an air of sensuality to her walk as she moved to place them on the side of the spring. Then in the blink of an eyes she had removed her underwear and jumped into the water. She may have purposely been doing a strip act for the hanyou but she was after all only a virgin this morning. She was a bit shy about standing there THAT bare before him.
Inuyasha could barely follow her movements as she removed the last article that his her from his greedy eyes. One moment she was on the bank, the next she was in the water, leaning against a large rock as she closed her eyes and sighed. Her lips remained partially open as she relaxed into the water, tempting him to come over and join her. He inched unconciously forward. He was almost the the springs himself.
Kagome kept her eyes closed, but a smile played upon her lips.
"Inuyasha...." she murmered.
THUMP!
Inuyasha fell over anime style as she said his name. WHAT?! She had known that he was there all along?!? Feeling humiliated and bit uncomfortable from the ...feeling in his loins, Inuyasha stood behind a large rock, showing himself, and opened his mouth to yell at her.
"Wench! What do y-"
"Would you like to join me?" Kagome whispered cutting of the stream of curses that she knew would have been soon to tumble from Inuyasha's mouth. Her remark stopped them, jamming them in his throat, as his jaw just hung there useless. Kagome still had not opened her eyes but due to his shocked silence, she knew how he was reacting. She smirked.
'What?!?' screamed the first voice in Inuyasha's mind. 'She wants you to join her?!?'
"HA!' Yelled the second voice triumphantly. 'Told you so! Pay up!'
The first voice grumbled but reluctantly flipped the latter voice a coin. Voice number two bit and then resumed to speak. 'So...Are you gonna join the pretty lady? Or are you....CHICKEN!' it taunted making clucking noises.
Inuyasha shook his head violently. He HAD to do something about those voices. They were really annoying...not to mention creepy.
"So you knew I was here the whole time?" he whispered a little more huskily than he had wanted to. His arousal was hard that it was throbbing with need.
Kagome opened one blue-gray eye and peered at him. It fell upon his pants causing the other eye to open as well, but then she shut them both again and turned her face back to the sky. Silently she nodded.
Inuyasha growled. It may have sounded a little threatening, but it was actually one of appreciation. It was imensely pleasing to know that his mate would do something like that for him and it made his male ego swell up. This, had he been a human, would have been something that he would have bragged to the 'guys' about in a tavern or something.
Kagome mistook the meaning of the growl though as anger. Trying not to let her disappointment show on her face, she turned away. "Sorry Inuyasha. I was just...I...Oh I don't know what I was thinking." She sighed heavily and turned completely onto her side. Inuyasha resisted the urge to whimper as her breasts were hidden once again from his view. "You can leave if you want. I should be done in a little while." she added softly. 'After I drown myself for being such an idiot again!' she thought despairingo heo herself. Nng wng was how she planned it to be today.
Inuyasha looked at her in shock. Leave?!? Did she really think that he would just want to turn around and go?! 'I don't think so!' he thought as he began to tug inpatietly at the tyes to his haori and hakama. No way in the seven hells was he leaving now! This was almost exactly like a fantasy he had once had. He was definately not backing away from an oppurtunity like this.
Kagome heard nothing but silence and assumed sadly that he had gone. It wasn't until she felt the ripples lap against her skin from a disturbance in the water that she realized he was still there. Gasping as she felt herself being turned in strong arms, she forced herself to look up in his sexy amber eyes. They were burning with lust and need, but underneath it all she could see something else. She could see his love for her.
"You're still here?" she whispered wonderingly as she drew a small circle on his chiseled chest. Touching him gently as if she was only affirming the previous statement and was scared that he would vanish.
His muscles jumped jumped slightly at her teasing touch. He felt a rumble rising in his chest as he fingers continued to trace his chest. "Of course I'm still here bitch." he purred deeply. (He doesn't mean bitch offensively. He says it because he's a dog demon and she is his mate and therefore technically a bitch.) "Did you really think that I would leave you?"
He lowered his lips to her own in a passionate kiss, but he did not allow himself to taste to honeyed recesses of her mouth. Kagome smiled up at him. "For a moment I thought you had..." she whispered as she returned the kiss, this time giving him complete access to her mouth. Her hands moved up and began to caress his ears voluptuously, smirking into his lips as he was rewared with a louder purring.
Inuyasha couldn't help the feelings that were washing over him. The spicy scent of his mate's arousal coupled with his own was driving him over the edge. Not to mention what her hands wdoindoing. One of them had left his ear and was travelling shyly southward. Taking its time in hesitation. The suspense and waiting was excruciating. Impatiently he growled into Kagome's mouth, sending erotic vibrations through her body.
Kagome shivered pleasantly at the sensation he had just caused. Her hand drew away from him for a moment and he growled again. Chuckling soflty into his mouth he put her hand on his hard abs and traced invisible designs across his wet skin.
Inuyasha broke the kiss, giving them both a chance to catch their breath, and began to trail hot kisses over her shoulder and up her neck. He lapped at her skin, savoring her unique flavor, and inhaled the scent of her arousal. He was definately not going to hold himself off of her much longer. He moved his head to her shoulder and refreshed the mark that he had given her that morning. Gently he licked over it again and again, relishing the way the she moaned softly and shuddered against him.
"Kagome..." he whispered.
She could only moan in reply.
"Weren't you going to take a bath?" he continued, his voice pitched several tones lower but still had a taunting ring to it.
Kagome put her hands on his chest and gently pushed herself outward from him so that she could look up into his eyes. Her own gaze was filled with a bit of confusion. Inuyasha was ready to just give up on it and resume what they had been doing when suddenly a grin came over the miko's face.
"Inuyasha..." She whispered as she leaned into him again, rubbing her chest against his own. The hanyou's eyes became half lidded as she trembled in pleasure. He couldn't answer her right then. She stood on her tiptoes and brought her lips to his doggie ears, letting them brush gently over their sensitive skin. "Close your eyes..." she whispered.
All he could do was comply with her comand. Inuyaset het his eyes close. He was a good boy, he didn't even try to peek. At first. But then he felt his lover's warm body leave his and could feel her moving away. He opened one eye just enough to see what she was doing but shut it quickly when he saw that she had turned and was watching him.
Kagome laughed out loud when she saw him peek and then try to pretend that he hadn't. She didn't bother waiting to see if he would try it again. She knew that he would. Instead she mher her way to the banking where she had left her bath supplies, and grabbed her scrubby. Lathering soap upon it she returned to him, laughing again when she saw him try to close his eyes before she could see him.
Inuyasha quivered in expectation. He knew what she was going to do but that didn't make it any less of a surprise when she walked behind him, pressing her hips into his backside and pulling his thick mass of hair to the side. Giggling a bit at how heavy his hair Kag Kagome ran the scrubby over the hanyou's shoulders in gentle massaging movements. Inuyasha began to purr and his muscles jumped and twitched beneath her touch.
Inuyasha let his head fall limp against his chest as he enjoyed her touch. This was something that he had fantasized about. Except in all of his fantasies it was always him bathing Kagome. He had never dared to dream that someone would ever want to do this to him. Which is why he gasped so hard that he almost choked when Kagome's massages worked their way down and stopped on his upper thighs and cheeks. He found himself bending a little in an attempt to press himself more into her administrations. It felt SO good.
"Kaogme..." he moaned as she began to work up again, this time massaging his sides.
The girl smiled as he moaned his name. She was having a lot of fun exploring his body like this. She found it highly arousing how everything that he was doing was a direct result of her toand and proxomity. Who knew that she would ever have this kind of effect of him? Inuyasha the big tough, smart mouthing, rude, fearless, half demon was completely under her control.
He loved her.
Her.
Kagome could still barely believe it. Even when Shippo had been there she had still been convinced that this day was all a dream. Right now she was half tempted to say so again, just to see if Inuyasha would have the same reaction towards the words. That had been her first kiss.
Inuyasha could tell that Kagome was thinking about something. She wasn't sad or angry, in fact she seemed happy. But she was so deep in thought that she had stopped her motions and had just leaned against his back. Her breathing had teased him for a while as she snaked her arms around him and jsut held him close. The hanyou, filled with curiousity, turned around to face her and return the embrace, momentarily forgetting the erection beneath the water that was big enough to be a water snake.
Kagome realized what it was though. The moment that Inuyasha had turned around in her chest she had felt it graze her stomach. It was definately enough to snap her out of her thoughts. She glanced up to see Inuyasha staring down at her, questions looming in her eyes. This was definately not the moment for asking things though.
She smirked up at him, trying her best to imitate his trademark expression as her hand dipped hesitantly under the water and grasped his length. She saw him shudder and close his eyes, throwing his head back a little as she stroked him.
"My my Inuyasha....It's so big." she whispered, her voice a tad raspy. She flicked her tongue over one of his male nipples. "Did I do that to you?"
Inuyasha moaned at her words. His pride blew up a little when she commented on his size. "Vixen." he murmered as he swept her up, causing her to give a little shriek or surprise. Sniffing the air once to make sure that there was no one around who would interupt them inir lir lovemaking, Inuyasha carried his mate to the soft grass of the clearing and laid her down.
She smiled up at him. Her smile one that said that she was planning something, her eyes filled with carnal lust. Inuyasha caught his breath again. She was definately turning out to be quite the partner in bed. He could tell that this was going to be very interesting.That in fact was his last thought as Kagome flipped them over so that she was now on top.
She began to make her way down his chest, kissing, nibbling, and licking his muscles and nipples. She blew gently on his navel and he trembled involuntarily. Then she darted her tongue to his arousal and began to lick it as if she were a cat. He could't even try to hold back the moans that were coming from his mouth now.
Kagome leaned forward and took his length into her mouth. What didn't fit she stroked in rythm to the slow bobbing of her head. Inyasha bucked his hips towards her, he was too strong for her to hold him down. She laughed lightly while he was still in her mouth and he gasped out loud and stared at her for a moment.
"Kagome.....?" he called out hoarsely. "That felt good!"
She laughed again at the look of complete surprise in his eyes when he said that and Inuyasha threw back his head and moaned her name. As he did so she began to hum, still bobbing her head along him.
Inuyasha could barely think straight. He did know that he wasn't going to last too much longer though if she kept this up. He had already been spent once today and wasn't sure if he would be able to go for a third time in a row right after the second. Then again this KagoKagome. She could make any man hard in seconds. Still..he wasn't going to chance it.
Careful not to hurt her, Inuyasha pulled on her hair to give her a sign that enough was enough. Kagome lifted her mouth of him, pouting at him a little. She had been having fun. Before she could protest though he had knocked her backwards so that he was straddling her now and his fangs were grazing her bottom lip. He worked his mouth down along her body, paying tribute to her breasts but moving hurriedly along. He needed to hold out against his instincts just a little longer. He needed to make sure that Kagome was wet enough for him.
He spread her legs apart with his hands, midful of his claws. Kagome moaned happily. She knew what was coming next. Inuyasha 'tended' to her with his tongue. Though he had tasted her before he knew that he would never get used to her flavor. Her body was like an addiction to him. Inuyasha grinned against her. She was already so close to her breaking point. He would be able to be inside her soon without worry.
He decided to play on something he had just learned from her, knowing how it had felt to him when she had done it. Inuyasha began to hum open mouthed against her clit, still lapping at her as he did so. Kagome writhed beneath him but a hand across her stomach kept her hips from bucking into him. He blew gently on her, causing her to cry his name.
The hanyou was not even close to done with her yet. Their first time he had only used his tongue to bring her to her peak. This time was going to have a little twist to it. Retracting his claws so that he could be sure not to accidently hurt her, Inuyasha stuck one of fingers into her opening. He hissed a little as he felt her inner walls immediately clamp upon the digit. He thrusted the finger into her a for a few seconds before he added another and then another.
"Inuyasha!" Kagome cried as her juices spilt over his hand. The demon locked eyes with hers and leaned in to lap up her sweet essence. Then he pulled out his fingers. Licking them he kept their eyes locked.
"Kagome." he whispered before he trailed his tongue over one of the digits that had previously been inside of her. "Just look how wet you are for me..." His hand glistened in the light as he moved it. It was obviously quite slick.
His tauting had driven his mate over the edge though. Before he could react he was on the ground once again beneath her. Kagome placed her hands upon his chest to brace herself and raised her hips above his manhood, so that his tip was just barely submerged inside of her. His eyes glazed over as he watched himself slowly disappear into her tight sheath. She stopped before the his tip was entirely in her though."In"Inuyasha..Do you want to be inside of me?" She asked him softly. He moaned and nodded his head fervently as his hands grasped her hips and pulled her down to him. His length was buried deep inside of her. He knew that Kagome was trying to play dominant but he wasn't going to let her. Maybe some other time when they had not had this much foreplay. Right now he needed her.
He flipped them over mid thrust and didn't break the pace at all. Kagome looked a little disappointed at being made to submit but the expression was quickly replaced by one of ecstasy as Inuyasha started them out at a fast hard pace.
Kagome moaned while he grunted. They danced an ancient dance, their bodies meeting eachother thrust for thruntiuntil Inuyasha's instinct took over and he began to use his youkai speed. Not that Kagome minded though. It wasn't long before they both found their release in each other, coming at the same time. They even called out in unison.
"INUYASHA"
"KAGOME"
They lay together, panting heavily. Neither wanted to move but now they had really delayed in going back to the village. Inuyasha kissed Kagome apologeticly as he reluctantly pulled out of her. Kagome whimpered at the loss.
Inuyasha opened his mouth to tell her that they should really bathe now but quickly closed it. He knew that if they got in the hoptspring together it would just lead to another episode of 'Fuck me if you can.' and they would never make it back to the village. He was positive that by now Shippo had told Miroku and Sango that Kagome was alright so he didn't have to worry about them being worried.
'Kagome should bathe..' voice number one had returned.
'But I like her to smell like this!' whined Inuyasha. 'She smells like me and our coupling!'
'Yeah!' said voice number two, obviously back from coffee break as well. 'Besides only the kit is going to notice and he's already been warned not to say anything.
Voice number one sighed heavily but backed off. 'Okay. But mark my words, someone is going to regret this.'
Inuyasha became aware of the fact that Kagome was staring at him curiously.
"Hello! Earth to Inuyasha!" she called as she waved one of her hands on front of her face. Inuyasha looked startled for a moment but soon lapsed back into his usual 'Yeah I have an attitude and there's nothing you can do about it' personality. Rolling of his mate, albeit a bit slowly, he jumped up.
"Feh what do you want wench?" he growled as he crossed his arms and turned his head away. Kagome laughed at the quick change of attitude and got up gathering her clothes and Inuyashas. She wasn't offended by his manners. She knew now that he was just embarressed to really show how he felt some of the time.
Then she turned and looked at in in his usual pose and broke out laughing so hard that she almost fell over. Inuyasha's ear flicked and her glared at her, frowning. "What are you laughing at bitch?" he demanded, his arms still crossed.
"You!" Kagome managed to say between gasps for breath. Inuyasha's frown deepened. "You would look SO much more intimidating if had had clothes ON!" Kagome teased as she tossed the hanyou his garments, noting the blush that had spread across his entire upper body. She giggled a little more as she began to dress herself, happily noting that since she had removed her own clothing none of it was ruined.
Inuyasha tried to fight his embarressment as he himself dressed. He finished pulling his haori over his head as Kagome began to gather her bath supplies and put them in her pack. Without a word he hefted to pack upon shoushoulders and then, to Kagome's surprise, picked her up bridal style.
Kagome smiled up at him as he tried his best to scowl. "Did I ever tell you how much I love you?" she asked, placing a peck on his cheek as he began to run towards the village. Inuyasha's scowl failed. "Maybe.." he smirked as he returned the kiss quickly. Kagome sighed and snuggled closer to his chest.
"I love you Inuyasha..."

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