Hopeless Fate: Bleeding

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha.

Warning: Story might contain Male on Male relations, rape, Mpreg and much more. If you do not like, do not read. You have been warned.

Note: English is not my mother tongue so bare with me for the mistakes.

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Chapter 16: My baby you…

Kateshi was waiting outside of Suli's place again. He found it a bit frustrating to always be the one to wait outside. He wanted to know what was going on inside. Through the mating bond, he could feel how uneasy and on edge Sesshomaru was and that made him want to burst the door open.

He had noticed it, when his Sesshy had fallen ill. He didn't think it possible. The daiyoukai could be wounded, poisoned, but not sick. So, he had bothered Sesshomaru a long time until his stubborn Sesshy had decided to finally go see the healer.

Yes, his Sesshy was really stubborn. He could understand that the daiyoukai was mad at him for marking him without his approval first, but it wasn't enough to deprive him of sex for three months. And long they were those months. To have the object of your desire right in front of your eyes and be unable to savour it was worse than torture.

Ah, his Sesshy did know how to make him suffer. The bath episode was surely the worst; he had really been closed to forcing Sesshy. That wouldn't have been a good thing. He would have hurt the daiyoukai and himself if he hadn't been stopped.

Luckily for him, Sesshomaru had given him a good kick between the legs. Lucky? Like hell he was! That kick had hurt like hell and even now it still hurt a bit. He had had difficulty walking straight for two days.

At least he could say that his Sesshy was not only stubborn, but also strong. Yes a strong mate was what he had always wished for. He hadn't planned for it to be a daiyoukai, but that was a plus.

The only problem was the matter of children. The both of them being males were a big problem; they couldn't birth a child. Maybe he would go and impregnate some bitch. Well maybe he would do that the day he really wished for a child. Or maybe he could send Sesshy to do that... NO WAY! No one but him was going to touch his Sesshy.

He knew it was selfish of him to think like that, but he couldn't help himself. He had always been a possessive demon and in love matter, it didn't change.


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'' Is this Sesshomaru really with child? '' Asked Sesshomaru after closing his mouth.

'' Yes, my lord. '' Answered Suli.

''…''

''…''

Both of them said nothing. They were looking into each other's eyes, as if they were hoping to find an answer there. Sesshomaru brushed the hair that had fallen in his face out of the way and with a quick move. He closed his eyes, took a big breath and reopened them.

'' How is it possible? This Sesshomaru hasn't gone into heat yet. '' He inquired with a voice so low that Suli had difficulty hearing him.

'' I… I do not know, my lord. It is the first time something like this has happen, be it for a male or female. '' She said. ''Perhaps something has happened to your body before or during the transformation.'' She added hesitantly.

'' This Sesshomaru has been poisoned before his first sexual encounter. Maybe this is the reason. '' He said after a while.

'' You poisoned? '' She said surprised. '' Yes, it could be because of this. But my lord, what do you want to do about the child? ''

'' What to do about it? This… This Sesshomaru…''

The daiyoukai wasn't able to finish his sentence. What was he supposed to do about it? A male youkai pregnant was ridiculous. He would be laughed at by everyone and would surely loose the right to lead the western lands. Well, the same could be said about his mating with Kateshi. Urgggh! He was in deep shit. It seemed as if bad luck was on his side. Since the beginning of this year, his problems seemed only to pile up.

'' I have some herbs that we could use if you want to abort it. '' Said Suli.

Abort it? Sesshomaru brought his hand to his stomach when he heard her said that. It was a reasonable decision, the right one to be made, but... Sesshomaru eyes widened when he felt a heartbeat that wasn't his pulse through him. No, he couldn't kill his child. Whatever difficulty he would have to face to bring it into this world, he would face with resolve.

This was his child, his blood and flesh. It was also kateshi's, but he didn't care about the scum. No, it wasn't true. He did care about him. If he didn't, he would have kill Kateshi a long time ago, especially after the mating mark. He liked the fool. To have fallen in love with such a man, what had become of him? Not that he would ever admit it or say the words.

'' No… This Sesshomaru doesn't want to kill his child. '' He replied firmly.

Suli sighted. She had been waiting to hear those words come out of him. As if her lord would be able to kill his own child. Not with his compassionate side.

'' Then, we'll have to hide the pregnancy as your mother's clan law demands. ''

Sesshomaru froze at those words. They implied that he had to hide himself with his mother. The hiding part was already humiliating, but the mother part was even worst. To have that B...tcH (censure) with him all day long would be the end of him. She wouldn't let him rest in peace with her incessant gibberish and complains. It would be hell. No, hell was better than that. He knew that, he had been there. He pictured himself being fat with his mother behind him. Urghhh! He wanted to die now.

'' When will this Sesshomaru be showing? '' He said with a disturbed voice. He being fat wasn't something he was looking out for.

'' Well, since your pregnancy will last about a year, I would say at the sixth month. At the fifth month your stomach will be a little bit bigger, but no one will suspect it to be because of a child. So you'll have until your sixth month before going to your mother. ''

One year? Thought the daiyoukai. This was going to be more painful than he had thought it would be.

'' And this Sesshomaru youki? '' He asked.

'' You'll lose about 30% of it. It's less than what was needed for the transformation. You'll still be able to protect yourself, but your mate will be needed for later in the pregnancy. ''

'' How... '' He began. '' How will this Sesshomaru be able to deliver the child? ''

'' Don't worry about that. Your body will adapt itself for it. And I'll be there to help you deliver it, so don't worry. ''

''... ''


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'' Hey, Sesshy, what's wrong? '' Asked again a worried Kateshi.

Since the daiyoukai had returned from the healer, he hadn't say one word even when Kateshi had talked to him. And now, Sesshomaru was sitting on his bed and he was looking at the wall as if there actually was something interesting there.

Tired to be answered by silence, Kateshi walked to Sesshomaru and sat beside him. With his hand, he took hold of the daiyoukai's chin and turned it so that Sesshomaru was facing him and not the wall.

'' What's wrong? ''

Sesshomaru didn't want to answer him. He didn't want to tell him that he was with child, his child. He wasn't ready to tell him. He wanted to wait a bit.

'' There is nothing wrong. '' He finally answered.

'' You're lying. '' Said Kateshi. '' If there really was nothing wrong, you wouldn't have been looking so intently at that boring wall. ''

Sesshomaru moved his head away from Kateshi's hold and returned his gaze to said wall.

'' Look at me, Sesshy. '' Said Kateshi. '' Look at me. '' He repeated when the daiyoukai didn't move.

Slowly, Sesshomaru turned his head to look at him.

'' There is nothing wrong. This Sesshomaru is only tired. ''

Kateshi knew that Sesshomaru was still lying, be he decided not to push the matter. When he would be ready, his Sesshy would tell him what was wrong.

Kateshi froze when he felt hot lips against his. Sesshomaru was kissing him? Hell, he must be dreaming. He was always the one to initiate sex. But now Sesshy was kissing him first. That was great and a bit strange.

He didn't ponder on the strange part of it long enough, for his repressed horny side took hold of him soon enough.

He answered the kiss passionately by inserting his tongue into Sesshomaru's mouth and explored this sweet and wet cavity. Sesshomaru response was almost as passionate as his. Their tongues were battling with each other for the chance to go deeper in the other's mouth.

Sesshomaru broke the kiss sooner than expected, but did something more unexpected than that. He undressed himself and when he was completely naked, proceeded to undress Kateshi.

After that, they made love.


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(Did you really think that I would stop the scene at that? Hell no! I wouldn't miss a chance to write it.) So be warned... Sex scene coming. Don't like, don't read.


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As he took Kateshi top out, he kissed the youkai neck and chest. Sesshomaru slowed his shower of kisses when he faced Kateshi's nipples. He licked the right one and made circling motion with his tongue around it. He pinched the other between his claws, carefully as not to draw blood. He started sucking on the right one and continued teasing the other. Kateshi, surprised but pleased, stayed still and decided to enjoy himself.

Sesshomaru, surely bored by those nipples by now, brought his mouth lower on the youkai as his hands were untying the hakama. He slide one hand under the tissue and wrapped his fingers around the already aroused member. He squeezed it hard while beginning an up and down motion.

By now, Kateshi's hakama had reached the ground. He growled when he felt Sesshomaru's tongue around the head of his member. The daiyoukai licked him again, this time tasting his pre-cum. The tongue travelled the shaft from the head to the balls. It was now teasing one ball while the other was caressed by a hand. The tongue quit it and wetness and heat surrounded him. Sesshomaru had taken him all in his mouth and was now sucking him. His head went up and down rapidly while his tongue wrapped itself around Kateshi.

Said youkai couldn't suppress the shouts of pleasure that came out of him. Sesshomaru was quite good at this. Feeling his body reaching the peak, he took hold of the daiyoukai head and buried his hands in the long locks of silver hair. He came hard, exploding inside Sesshomaru's mouth. The daiyoukai eyes slightly widened, but he swallowed all of Kateshi's seed and licked the member clean before letting it go.

His bliss passed, Kateshi grabbed Sesshomaru's chin and kissed him. He then pushed the daiyoukai on the bed and forced him to lie down on his back. Ignoring his lord hard member, he took hold of the youkai legs and spread them wide. Sesshomaru tried to close them, but Kateshi gripped him harder.

Kateshi brought his head between Sesshomaru's legs. The daiyoukai whined in surprised when Kateshi's tongue caressed the muscles of his opening. He cried out when the appendage broke through them to embrace his inside. The wet tongue was soon replaced by two fingers that went deep inside of him. Sesshomaru shrieked when they brushed against the center of his pleasure.

Kateshi smiled and brushed them against this particularly spot again. This drew another cry of pleasure out of the daiyoukai. Now wet enough, he withdrew his digits out of his lover and brought his shaft against the tight opening.

He teased Sesshomaru by probing the entrance and as he was going to penetrate him, Sesshomaru raised his hips and pushed back on him, impaling himself. Kateshi gasped in surprise. His mate was eager. More than pleased by this reaction, Kateshi began moving. Each time he withdrew his member only to plunge back into Sesshomaru, said daiyoukai screamed in pleasure. It didn't take long for them to reach the summit of it. They came at the same time, each in total ecstasy.


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Almost three months later...

Sesshomaru and Kateshi's life had improved a lot. They were now as lovely dolly as they could (We can't forget that this is Sesshomaru we are talking about.) and their sex life was as healthier as it could have been. Even if Sesshomaru sickness had persisted for another two months, which had Kateshi worried to death, they had fucked in almost every corner of the castle. Yes, Kateshi was and still is a horny bastard. Being deprived from sex for three months surely had something to do with it. Anyways, Sesshomaru hadn't refused his demands.

Sesshomaru's pregnancy was beginning to show a bit. His stomach had expended and Kateshi had thought that Sesshomaru was beginning to become a bit fat from lack of exercise.

This was why the two of them were now walking peacefully in the garden. It didn't last long for a cry pierced their silence.

'' LORD SESSHOMARU! LORD SESSHOMARU! SOMETHING HORRIBLE HAS HAPPENED! '' Shouted Jaken.

T.B.C

I know I've been skipping months in the chapters, but I need the story to move forward.

And I really had a hard time trying to write this chapter... not that I didn't know what was going to happen in my storyline (I already knows where it's going) but the words didn't seems to come out! I'm gonna go cry in my corner for I wasn't able to even write 1 page in 2 days when I could write 10 pages for chapter 14 in one.