Distant Lullabies From Oblivion
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Clouds Of Uncertainty
well, seems like i'm keeping true to my promise!...now, on the chapter! ^_^
she let out a frustrated roar before her fist made contact with the cold unforgiving earth sorrounding the base. cracks were heard throughout the distance while the earth that took the full blow caved in. her thoughts were a spiral, an ever connected stream of material that were once distinct but now too difficult to decipher on their own...they no longer held a particular significance. she could only stare at the angry hole that her fist was ensnared within the earth and echo the same thought over and over again.
[why?]
she felt so helpless, something that she had never felt before her experimental transformation. [why would he say those things? why now when i was so determined to take his life? how is it that he knew how to break me by saying the words that would question my purpose...that i longed to someday hear outside of the unrealistic corner of my mind?]. wonderment then gave way to anger. she leaned her head back and screamed at the heavens.
"Why are you testing my purpose now when it is so close to being complete?! now that it is within my reach?! FUCKING BASTARDS!!!" it in this instant that she felt a steady and smooth path being traced from her burning amethyst eyes to the corner of her full lips. [what was that? a caress? was that the way the gods i swore my revenge to tried to calm my petty fears?] raising her hand and slowly running her smooth and pale finger along the same path gave way to realization: tears.
such a foreign act this was to her, she has not cried since the night of the beginning of her experimental transformation...when she realized that they would do nothing to pacify the pain that she was experiencing, but only making it worse. she didn't like this. didn't like it one bit. Sesshoumaru was making her feel things that she has not felt in a long time. he was making her feel like she did 50 years ago...before her transformation. normal. normal because she was experiencing this array of emotions that never plagued her mind in past 50 years, emotions that never warranted her to take a form of action, emotions that went against her logic, her beliefs.
she could feel it, the result of all her killings and irrationality. she could feel the tension, the fire beneath her skin. she's at war with herself. [what will i do? will i go with what's right and give sesshoumaru a role in our child's life? or will i do what I think is right and take out the only figure she has known throughout her life?...will i be able to look her in the eye and tell her that i was the one who killed her father?] so many questions running through her mind, but little time to evaluate it properly.
her train of thought was interrupted when she felt a slight pressure in her mind.
[yes sango?]
[kagome, we need you back at headquarters immediately. naraku has made in appearance and...he's not alone]
with that said, she teleported there.
"report."
sango gave her a questioning glance because of her distant tone but let it go since there were more pressing matters to attend to. " naraku has been spotted southeast from here, where the main sewage lines from the city run through. based on what we uncovered, he's underground. but that's not all. it turns out that he has the ability to produce incarnations but is limited to the amount that he can produce each time. according to the soldier that we captured, he came about this new ability about 30 years ago but is very careful about when to use it." she informed.
"and where is this soldier now?" kagome asked sango with a look that just sought confirmation.
"terminated."
"good. anything else?" kagome saw the hesitant look sango gave her.
"it turns out that naraku never gives them free reign and have them on a constant leash by possessing their hearts incase of pinishments." she looked straight at kagome when speaking the next words, "kagura was his first incarnation."
surprise is what met sango's awaiting gaze. after a few seconds, she heard sango ask what their form of action would be since this developement would change any previous that they had in mind.
[finally i'll be able to have an excuse toward doing her bodily harm] kagome thought with a mischevious smile.
"how about we put that last theory to the test." with that, she and three others of great trust made their way to the main bedroom. as they got closer, they could hear the moans and groans on the otherside of the door. a gleam entered kagome's amethyst eyes as they approached. [don't make a sound] she commanded to those following behind her.
as she opened the door, she tried very hard to keep the hyterics within her throat.
they found kagura alright, in bed, riding another vampire for all he was worth. she made her way behind kagura as her movements increased in speed and their moans in groans increased in volume. the bronze haired vampire had his head tilted back and eyes tighlty shut, all while having a death grip on kagura's hips. [might as well allow her this final pleasure since it would undoubtedly be her last] she thought. she pulled out her magnum as kagura stilled and let out an earth shattering scream. she held her gun to her head right after she came down from her high. kagura stiffened as the other vampire scurried away after being caught laying with the lord's intended.
"well, well, well kagura. what would sesshoumaru say when he finds out that his intended slept with another?" kagome taunted.
kagura spun around and came face to face with her gun. apparently she didn't assess the situation correctly since her smart reply was "fuck off." right as the words left her mouth, kagome delivered a blow across her jaw with her gun. kagura went flying off the bed and into the wall, but kagome was already there. she punched her in the stomach and delivered a kick to the side of kagura's leg, successfully bringing her to her knees. kagome pulled kagura's hair in order to tilt her hair back and see her face.
"not the smartest thing you said but when have you ever said anything smart? anyway, i come here to test a little theory regarding a heart...yours specifically." at this, Kagura's eyes widened. kagome immobolized her and stood before her with a gleam in her glowing amethyst eyes. that was all the confirmation that she needed. without hesitation, kagome drew back her arm and plunged it into kagura's chest. it was right at this moment that sesshoumaru made his grand entrance.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO HER?!!!" he asked enraged. kagome ignored him and and fished her way toward the place her heart should be. she was closing in on the space when she saw out of the corner of her eye sesshoumaru pounce.
and there you have it! until next time!
she let out a frustrated roar before her fist made contact with the cold unforgiving earth sorrounding the base. cracks were heard throughout the distance while the earth that took the full blow caved in. her thoughts were a spiral, an ever connected stream of material that were once distinct but now too difficult to decipher on their own...they no longer held a particular significance. she could only stare at the angry hole that her fist was ensnared within the earth and echo the same thought over and over again.
[why?]
she felt so helpless, something that she had never felt before her experimental transformation. [why would he say those things? why now when i was so determined to take his life? how is it that he knew how to break me by saying the words that would question my purpose...that i longed to someday hear outside of the unrealistic corner of my mind?]. wonderment then gave way to anger. she leaned her head back and screamed at the heavens.
"Why are you testing my purpose now when it is so close to being complete?! now that it is within my reach?! FUCKING BASTARDS!!!" it in this instant that she felt a steady and smooth path being traced from her burning amethyst eyes to the corner of her full lips. [what was that? a caress? was that the way the gods i swore my revenge to tried to calm my petty fears?] raising her hand and slowly running her smooth and pale finger along the same path gave way to realization: tears.
such a foreign act this was to her, she has not cried since the night of the beginning of her experimental transformation...when she realized that they would do nothing to pacify the pain that she was experiencing, but only making it worse. she didn't like this. didn't like it one bit. Sesshoumaru was making her feel things that she has not felt in a long time. he was making her feel like she did 50 years ago...before her transformation. normal. normal because she was experiencing this array of emotions that never plagued her mind in past 50 years, emotions that never warranted her to take a form of action, emotions that went against her logic, her beliefs.
she could feel it, the result of all her killings and irrationality. she could feel the tension, the fire beneath her skin. she's at war with herself. [what will i do? will i go with what's right and give sesshoumaru a role in our child's life? or will i do what I think is right and take out the only figure she has known throughout her life?...will i be able to look her in the eye and tell her that i was the one who killed her father?] so many questions running through her mind, but little time to evaluate it properly.
her train of thought was interrupted when she felt a slight pressure in her mind.
[yes sango?]
[kagome, we need you back at headquarters immediately. naraku has made in appearance and...he's not alone]
with that said, she teleported there.
"report."
sango gave her a questioning glance because of her distant tone but let it go since there were more pressing matters to attend to. " naraku has been spotted southeast from here, where the main sewage lines from the city run through. based on what we uncovered, he's underground. but that's not all. it turns out that he has the ability to produce incarnations but is limited to the amount that he can produce each time. according to the soldier that we captured, he came about this new ability about 30 years ago but is very careful about when to use it." she informed.
"and where is this soldier now?" kagome asked sango with a look that just sought confirmation.
"terminated."
"good. anything else?" kagome saw the hesitant look sango gave her.
"it turns out that naraku never gives them free reign and have them on a constant leash by possessing their hearts incase of pinishments." she looked straight at kagome when speaking the next words, "kagura was his first incarnation."
surprise is what met sango's awaiting gaze. after a few seconds, she heard sango ask what their form of action would be since this developement would change any previous that they had in mind.
[finally i'll be able to have an excuse toward doing her bodily harm] kagome thought with a mischevious smile.
"how about we put that last theory to the test." with that, she and three others of great trust made their way to the main bedroom. as they got closer, they could hear the moans and groans on the otherside of the door. a gleam entered kagome's amethyst eyes as they approached. [don't make a sound] she commanded to those following behind her.
as she opened the door, she tried very hard to keep the hyterics within her throat.
they found kagura alright, in bed, riding another vampire for all he was worth. she made her way behind kagura as her movements increased in speed and their moans in groans increased in volume. the bronze haired vampire had his head tilted back and eyes tighlty shut, all while having a death grip on kagura's hips. [might as well allow her this final pleasure since it would undoubtedly be her last] she thought. she pulled out her magnum as kagura stilled and let out an earth shattering scream. she held her gun to her head right after she came down from her high. kagura stiffened as the other vampire scurried away after being caught laying with the lord's intended.
"well, well, well kagura. what would sesshoumaru say when he finds out that his intended slept with another?" kagome taunted.
kagura spun around and came face to face with her gun. apparently she didn't assess the situation correctly since her smart reply was "fuck off." right as the words left her mouth, kagome delivered a blow across her jaw with her gun. kagura went flying off the bed and into the wall, but kagome was already there. she punched her in the stomach and delivered a kick to the side of kagura's leg, successfully bringing her to her knees. kagome pulled kagura's hair in order to tilt her hair back and see her face.
"not the smartest thing you said but when have you ever said anything smart? anyway, i come here to test a little theory regarding a heart...yours specifically." at this, Kagura's eyes widened. kagome immobolized her and stood before her with a gleam in her glowing amethyst eyes. that was all the confirmation that she needed. without hesitation, kagome drew back her arm and plunged it into kagura's chest. it was right at this moment that sesshoumaru made his grand entrance.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO HER?!!!" he asked enraged. kagome ignored him and and fished her way toward the place her heart should be. she was closing in on the space when she saw out of the corner of her eye sesshoumaru pounce.
and there you have it! until next time!