Timeless Love

HEY! YOU! BEFORE YOU READ THIS CHAPTER! READ CHAPTER 10!

As a peace offering for my lateness I have written two chapters, well actually this one was written forever ago but I needed a chapter before it so I just got around to writing the other. Uhhh there may be descrepencies..? I don't know.. But right now I am not editing. Soon. I hope you like thisss.

bythewayialsothrewinalemonsopleasebehappy:)


. . .


Chapter 11


Guilty Concience

Footsteps pounded the trail in rapid sucsession as the form of a young man sped quickly through the forest. His breath came out in heavy pants as he ran with all the intensity he had, sweat dripping from every pore, soaking his hair and clothes. The cool air of early morning felt good against his heated skin, giving a little releif to the inferno that was his body. Kin had started this running routine to ease his mind; lately he would wake in the early hours of the morning and his mind would be too chaotic to get back to sleep. After a few days of getting only a scant few hours of sleep, he decided to try running. It always cleared his mind, and if he ran hard enough he would be able to get back to sleep for a few more precious hours.

It did the trick.

Running eased away the noise of his thoughts, the cacophony of wich would never allow him to return to sleep. Not that he espically wanted to return immediately after, more often than not, a particularly confusing or vivid dream. All of the dreams he had lately seemed far too real, and none of them really had anything to do with him, well his life today at least. And the strangest thing was that Kagome was in all of his dreams.

It was so weird.

In his dreams she seemed to be alot younger, and she was always parading around in a school uniform. It was kind of cute really, the look suited Kagome. She was always smiling and laughing, not remotely as serious or far off as she was normally. The Kagome in Kin's dreams was so vivid and alive compared to her real life counterpart. The only thing that seemed to remain the same was the firey temper she had, Kagome never really seemed more alive than when she was thumpin' mad and yelling at the top of her lungs, be it in dreams or reality.

There were also many monsters that he fought with this hulking sword, kind of like a super hero. He could swear he felt the blade slice through the creatures and when he awoke his adrenaline would be pumping and his temper would be flaring. Many times in his dreams he was saving Kagome from some beast or other. Kin wondered at how his immagination could create such grotesque creatures. They were nothing like the monsters in movies. They were more like the demons of old, things he'd read about in history class. It was all so confusing, and every morning he agonized over peices of dreams that he felt were missing something, like a memory that had faded. There were people in his dreams that felt like familiar old friends, but he could never seem to see their faces. This bothered Kin to no end, and his only solution was to go for a run and try and forget his increasingly fairytail-esque dreams.

There was another dream that Kin started having in adittion, one that he had had several times since he hit puberty, but had tapered off after high school. It was so intense, and so passionate, that every time he had it he woke up aching with need, and feeling unbeleivably guilty and sad. He could never understand the dream, especially since his partner always remained this faceless vixon, tantalizing and teasing him, untill he would snap and take her. That dream had come back with a vengance, but this time, the woman had a face... and it was Kagome. She fit so perfectly into the dream, it was like it was her all along. She was so seductive and beautiful in his dreams he would wake up in a state that was far worse than anything he had ever experienced before.

Just thinking on it caused Kin to run a little harder, picking up his pace, as if he could outrun his thoughts.

When he finally made it back to his dorm he collapsed tiredly on his bed, foregoing a shower in favor of a few more precious hours of sleep. They were badly needed these days.


...


Outside the day had only warmed slightly since the morning, giving the air less bite but still reminding everyone of the coming winter. The mid-afternoon sun hung low in the sky and soon the tell tale chill of night would blanket the campus. Kin paced impatiently in his room, his head was muddled with pictures and dreams and not-quite-memories. His gut was full on Kagome and would twist sharply when he thought of her. He couldn't understand why he felt almost as sad as he did happy when it came to her. In a few hours he would head to her suite to watch a movie and he found himself torn between giddyness and dread at being with her.

He couldn't understand this affect she had on him. It seemed the more time he spent with her the more he became addicted to her touch, her smell, her taste. All of which seemed wonderfully familiar. But along with his growing need for her came an ache in his chest that started to clench painfully when she was around. It almost felt like guilt, as if something was horribly wrong when they were together. But when he kissed her the passion that flared in his veins nearly drowned the clenching in his chest. She almost killed the pain and it made him want her more desperately every time their lips met, like somehow if he got enough of her then all the doubt would wash away. He didn't like the feeling of guilt one bit, it was new and quite unwelcome. Never had Kin felt so much for anyone, in fact it was if he barely felt a thing untill he met her. Kagome made the world around him vibrant and real and he resented the fact that a part of him wanted to give that up, to shy away from her and everything that she opened to him.

It was amazing how quickly he fell for her. He knew the moment he met Kagome that she was something special. The fact that she had made herself so elusive only made her more appealing; she stirred something deep inside Kin. Everything seemed to have snowballed since the day that he confessed his feelings for her and stolen that oh so sweet kiss. In fact, he could count the days. It had been four and a half weeks since he had first kissed her, twenty four days since she agreed to go on a real date with him, twenty days since he couldn't controll himself any longer and kissed her senseless, after which she blushed beautifully... and then took off saying that she needed time to think. Fifteen days ago he was utterly depressed and kicking himself for jumping her like that, especially since she hadn't talked to him since. Two weeks ago she tracked him down and apologised, and subsequently jumped him and kissed him more soundly than anyone ever had in his life. And almost every day since then he'd seen her.

He was falling for Higurashi Kagome, fast.

But in the whirlwind of his emotions a dark, cold part mocked his feelings. This part told him that she didn't love him, she never could. This part whispered cruelly that she only liked him because he resembeled another. One that truely held her heart.

Silly little Kin, a cheap immitation is all you'll ever be. If she ever lets you in, it will only be because she can't have the real thing.

The distrust mingled with the strage guilt he seemed to have when it came to Kagome and it left a bad taste in his mouth. He tried poignantly to ignore the bitter feelings, reminding himself that she very well may have been in love with someone before, but they had foolishly let her go and it was now his turn to win her and show her what it really was to be loved. A feirce posessiveness would ring through him at the thought of any other man loving his Kagome....

His Kagome.

A heavy bang on his bedroom door brought Kin out of his brooding.

"Oi! Masurao!"

Kin sighed at the call of his teammate and close friend.

"Whadaya want?" he called out grumpily.

The door to his room burst open and in stepped a shorter man with shaggy black hair and bright blue eyes. Bankotsu, named for the leader of the wicked mercenaries known as the band of seven, was one of Kin's good friends. And feirce rivals. The boys had a steady competition going when it came to sports, both being lead scorers for the soccer team, and master kendo swordsmen.

Bankotsu smiled cheekily at his friend as he leaned against the doorframe.

"Me, Ronin and some of the guys are going to spar, you wanna come?"

Kin smirked, he heard the veiled challenge in the request. His freind was always able to tempt him into a competition.

"Only if you're prepared to lose quickly, I'm going to Kagome's tonight."

"That blue eyed girl that rooms with Ronin's woman? I heard she's fiesty, you sure you can handle her?" Bankotsu snorted in amusement.

Kin bristled.

"Yeah, I should be fine with all the extra energy I'm gonna have after whipping your ass." he shot back grumpily.

"Right lover boy." the shorter man smiled impishly, "I'll make sure not to hit you in the face then, you're ugly enough without the bruises. Wouldn't want to make poor Kagome suffer more than she already has to."
And with that Bankotsu was out the door, Kin right on his heals.


...


The movie night was turning out to be more difficult than Kin had anticipated.

He sat with Kagome curled comfortably into his side, her hand clasped loosely in his. He did his best to concentrate on the romantic comedy playing on the tv screen but the predictable plot and the cookie cutter characters did nothing to distract him from her idle fingers whispering across his palm. Kin was acutely aware of every play Kagome's fingers made across his skin and tried desperately to breathe normally and supress the tightening in his groin. He tried to shake it off in his mind so that he could just enjoy the movie and enjoy her company... without mauling her. Really, Kagome must have no clue as to what effect she had on him, just her proximity seemed to set his blood boiling, the innocent toying brought ideas that were far less than pure to the forefront of the young man's mind. He looked down at her curiously when she lifted his arm around her shoulders and snuggled more deeply into his side. Kin smirked, toying with a strand of her silky black hair between the fingers of his now free hand and returning his attention to the tv. But his playing stopped immediately when he felt her warm little hand rested on his leg, her thumb tracing lazy patterens across his shorts. The thin material didn't save him from her ministrations or the heat that they sent thrumming through his body. By now he was sure that she wasn't playing anymore and he looked down at her, mildly surprised to see her engrossed in the movie.

Noticing his stare, Kagome looked up at him curiously as he steared down at her bemusedly, Kin's eyes shifting down to her hand on his leg as her own gaze followed after. The dark haired girl blushed, smiling mischeviously.

"Tease." Kin said lowly, deciding to himself that a little payback was in order.

Kagome tried to protest at the remark but was too late as Kin covered her mouth with his own, capturing her lips in a sensual kiss that he knew would make her goo. The slow firm press of his lips and the light suction on her bottom lip as he departed left the girl looking flushed and a little dazed. Kin chuckled lightly in triumph and turned back to the movie, determined to ignore her and let her have a taste of her own medicine.

He had expected a reprimand from the girl for his own teasing, knowing her indignant temper that came after most of his instigations. He loved pushing her buttons and mostly deserved her reactions. Bickering with Kagome and getting her riled up just felt so normal and routine to him, he just couldn't help himself. They had already argued about what movie to watch and who got to sit where on the couch before they had even settled down. But he was startled when he felt her snuggle back up against him, resting her hand on his leg once more, this time using all her fingers to stroke lightly against his leg. Once again heat spiked through him and a shiver ran down his spine and he let the tight hold he had on his composure slip a little.

Grabbing the wrist of that treacherous little hand playing havoc on his nerves, he pulled it gently away and summoned the most stern voice he could muster, "Kagome, are you really that bored?"

The girl looked up at him, taken aback at his tone. Kin smirked smugly and in one quick move had her stradling his lap, earning a very surprised squeek from Kagome.

"Because if you are, I'm sure I can find other ways to keep you occupied."

He emphasized the statement by presing her hips down firmly as he ground up into hers, earning him a breathy "oh".

Kin's ego was doing cartwheels but his body was now on fire. His need for her had grown tenfold with the warm friction of her on top of him. Not giving room for Kagome to protest, Kin pulled her close to his body and began to tease her neck with soft wet kisses. Kagome's breath hitched as those playful kisses turned into gentle sucking, and she cried out, squirming in his lap when a hot tongue and more pressure was applied to the sensitive spot behind her ear. Electricity lanced through Kin and the heat in his body settled primarily in his groin, her frantic wriggling making him hard. He grunted and pulled her closer as he set their hips in a slow hard grind.

Wrapping his large hand around the back of Kagome's neck, he tugged her forward to meet him in a hungry kiss. Her lips were soft and wet and delicious against his, her delicately sweet taste coupled with the heat of her grinding on top of his most sensitive part made him groan audibly. Giving a hard thrust up, he made her moan in response, fisting one of her little hands in his hair and twisting the other in the shoulder of his shirt. Slipping his tongue in her mouth he plundered her cavern, kissing her more thoroughly than he could ever remember. She moaned again lightly and Kin couldn't stop the shiver that passed through him at the sound.

Kagome was incredibly responsive and all the little noises, movements, and faces she made drove Kin absolutely mad. She made it so difficult for him to controll himself and she'd left him more often than not painfully hard and unsatisfied when she would stop him from going too far. Still, he loved doing anything and everything he could to make her delerious and desperate for more.

Standing up, Kin wrapped her legs around his waist and made his way to her room, fighting not to stumble as she kissed and sucked his neck gently. Laying the her on the bed Kin covered her small body with his own larger frame, caging her in and resting his hips back over hers. Grabbing a leg he angled her so he could resume the delicous grind they had going before.

"Mmm." Kagome hummed, kissing him desperately. He couldn't help quickening their pace at the noise, his blood thrumming at her need for him.

"Fuck, K'gome." He groaned thickly, rolling his hips heavily against hers and reveling in the friction it caused. Laying a hand over one of her pert breasts and massaging gently he could feel the tight peak through her bra and thin tank top. She arced into his touch as he assaulted her collarbone with kisses and gentle bites while he massaged her soft mounds. Kin craved her so badly his body ached with the need, the only thing to satisfy him was more: more kisses, more skin, more Kagome. Pulling down her shirt and bra in one quick move, he latched onto a straining nipple, rolling his tongue across the silky soft flesh and sucking just enough to hear her moan loudly and dig her hands into his hair. He lavished both breasts with kisses and soft bites until he was sure she was out of her mind with desire. His manhood throbbed painfuly for being ignored, but the sight of a needy Kagome more than made up for his discomfort.

"Kagome, I need you." he said huskilly while cupping her sex, that was now quite damp even through her underwear and sweatpants. The young woman looked up at him with her darkend cerulian eyes, and for a second he was affraid she was going to say no. She bucked into his hand and let out a desperate sigh.

"Mmplease, hurry." was her shaky consent.

If Kin had been thinking clearly he would have jumped for joy at her answer, but as it was he only felt slightly releived. Giving Kagome a soulful kiss he hooked his fingers into both the waistband of her sweats and underwear, he began to pull them down. Immediately her hands clasped around his wrists and Kin wanted to groan in frustration. He looked at her questioningly.

"Condom." she whispered headily in response.

Realization dawned on Kin and he swore outloud, leaping up from the bed whith a hurried 'be right back'. Grousing inwardly he quickly sought out his jacket to grab the one he'd been keeping in his wallet since he and Kagome first really started seeing eachother.

Shit, of course she'd say yes when the damn thing was in the other room.

When Kin returned to Kagome her clothes were piled on the floor and she sat on the bed with the blanket clutched to her chest. The sight of her made Kin throb painfully. She was sitting there all flushed, hair messed up, eyes glazed and completely nude under the blanket she was holding against herself. He took his clothes off as quickly as he could and tore into the foil of the wrapper, need making his movements somewhat less gracefull than they would be normally. He'd never wanted anyone so badly in his life as he wanted Kagome right now. Rolling the condom on and stalking over to the bed Kin grabbed her for another searing kiss, one she returned whole heartedly. Gently pulling the blanket away from her and easing her onto her back he let his hands roam freely over her soft, warm, completely nude body. Her whimpers reminding him of the urgency of her need.

Kin settled between her legs and grabbed hold of his aching shaft to guide himself into her wanting hole. She was incredibly wet and he slid into her heat with ease, but her tightness kept the entrance slow. Both moaned loudly when Kin was settled fully within her. Her hot, slick walls fluttered lightly about him stretching to accomodate his gurth. He pulled out and thrust back in, with a quick, deep movement causing her to whimper out his name. He almost came then and there when he heard her say it like that. He growled lowly as he began a slow hard pace within her.

"Gods you're tight." he ground out huskily. She just moaned in response, burying her face in his shoulder and giving him a bite that caused him to thrust particularly hard into her. She groaned loudly and shuddered and Kin realised he discovered her sweet spot. Angling himself properly he made sure with every coil and snap of his hips to stroke that spot within her. Her moans and cries had to be muffeled in his shoulder, crying out Kin's name breathily as he pounded her into the bed.

"Oh, yes." she whimpered wrapping her arms around him.

"Faster, please." she begged and he obliged, groaning loudly as her nails dug into his back.

She was close, he could feel it. His own end was drawing near and the need for completion screamed in his veins. Reaching between them he pressed his thumb to that sensitive bundle of nerves at the apex of her sex and he stroked her in firm circles. He felt himself tighten incredibly as his end neard, Kagome beneath him chanting his name like a prayer. Her walls began to tighten and flutter over him and Kin slamed himself hard against her causing her body to spasm in wild extacy.

"Kin. Kin. Kin." she squealed. He thrust in harder, feeling the sparks of his orgasm tingle enticingly at him. "K-! Uhhhhnnnn." Kagome groaned as he pulled back and shoved into her as hard as he could. She arced wildly into him and off the bed digging her nails deeper into his back.

"Inuyasha!" she cried out as her orgasm ripped through her, causing her to milk Kin for everything he was worth. She pulled him over the edge with her and with a few broken thrusts Kin groaned loudly as came harder than he'd ever had his whole life.

"Kagome." he called out helplessly, collapsing on top of her exhaustedly.


...

I haven't written in a while, sorry if that is entirely too evident.