Why Me?
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InuYasha › Het - Male/Female › Sesshōmaru/Kagome
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
20
Views:
17,204
Reviews:
97
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own InuYasha, nor make money from this story.
Never Coming Back
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Review Responses:
Kags21 - Yeah he sure does... which doesn't make sense at all when you think about it.
Kikyo18 - Yeah true. It's alright. I enjoyed talking to you when you imed me lil sister. Take care and you better be doing that hw you dork.
knucklehead - I'm glad you like this story and I'm trying to update a little bit more. I'm just not sure what I'm doing at the moment. I can't wait to see what Fluffy has planned either.
Marrosa - lol what does Ja Na mean again? I heard it before I just forgot what it meant.
InuyashasGypsyGurl - I'm feeling a lot better now. My voice will cut out every once in awhile but I am better. Now if I could just think what the heck I want to do with this story again. lol. There's so much I have to put in, but I didn't mean to make her belong to Sesshomaru so soon. I got plans for her and Naraku and damn I messed up and its too late to go back. I'm glad you liked that chapter. Thanks.
rowdygirl - Honestly the chapter titles are whatever the heck I put... I don't really put too much thought into it and I didn't have anything better to put lol. What do you mean by its a bit choppy though? I'm not mad or anything I'm just really wondering why you said that.
cocoke5 - I'm trying to take care of myself... kinda hard to do that when you don't have any health insurance and all you can hope for is that its just a common cold ya know? Iono, but like I said I'm trying the best I can. I am doing a lot better by the way. I'm sorry for keeping you waiting for an update. So terrible of me. I'm glad you liked the last chapter and that you think this is a good story. I have no idea why Fluffy loves her, but alright lol.
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"Sesshomaru?" I asked again when I didn't get a response.
When Sesshomaru looked back up at me his eyes were red again.
"Fluffy?" I asked.
"Hello my sweet Kagome.... you smell wonderful as always." he said to me kissing my neck once again.
I pushed him away and he growled at me. He stood there staring at me with hurt in his eyes. Wow I got to tell you to see one of the demon lord's beast look like that was amazing. I mean really the hype them up to make it sound like the only decent part of them is the humanoid part of them, but honestly Sess's beast was childish and totally cute with that look on his face, you could just kiss it right off.... not a bad thought really...
I didn't realize I had moved closer to him till I was kissing him on the lips. I pushed him away and took a huge breath. I had to get it together. I didn't want it if it wasn't all of him. I knew what it felt like to be raped and this was just too close for comfort.
"Why do you push me away Kagome?" Fluffy asked me looking sad.
"I'm sorry, but it's just..." I trailed off not knowing how to say it really.
"You want Sess... is that it?" Fluffy asked me and the look in his eyes was betrayal.
I didn't understand that one emotion on him and in this situation.. wow this is odd as all hell. A demon's beast feeling betrayal at someone wanting the other part of him... wow is all I can say about that.
"Fluffy... it's just too close to something else and I don't feel right about it. I'm sorry, but I can't do this." I said as I started walking towards the door. I heard a growl and then Fluffy was standing in front of me like a jealous lover..... or mate. I started to back away, because honestly he was scaring the hell out of me.
"How dare you! Your no better than the rest of them. I should have known better. Don't worry Kagome.. you wont see me again and there for I wont do something that obviously makes you feel guilty... which by the way it shouldn't. But whatever... stupid fucking bitch!" with that Fluffy walked out of the room slamming the door closed hard enough to make it fall off it's hinges.
I stood there more confused than I have ever been in my life.
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**What the hell was that about?**
*Shut up Sess*
**Don't tell me to shut up and would you mind telling me what all that was about?**
*Growl*
**Don't growl at me either**
*She doesn't love ME*
**.....**
*She loves YOU*
**.....**
*She wants to be with YOU*
**....**
*Are you happy now Sess... ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW!!!*
Fluffy stomped into his and Sess's room and slammed the door closed and started to pack their stuff. He was just seeing red and wanted to beat the living hell out of anything.
**Fluffy?**
*Can you for once in your miserable fucking life just SHUT THE HELL UP?!*
Sess had never seen Fluffy act this way...ever. It was kind of heartbreaking really. Sess hadn't really thought that Fluffy would react this way. He knew that Kagome didn't love him. That was a fact.
**She thinks its a form of rape since she knows I do not want it Fluffy... that's why she pushed you away.**
Sess tried to sooth his inner beast but Fluffy wasn't having it today.
*Just leave me be Sess. We are leaving and wont be back...EVER.*
Sess didn't even bother to argue, he knew that Fluffy was in no mood for anything at the moment. He was hurt and was trying to hide it with anger. Sooner or later he would break down.
Fluffy packed everything and had Jaken take it to Ah-Un. He found Naraku as well on his way out.
"Leaving so..." Naraku began, but was interrupted.
"I wont be back Naraku. If you wish to seek my council then come to my lands next time."
With that Fluffy walked out the castle doors and didn't look back. He summoned his cloud and started his journey to the western lands. If he had looked back, he would have seen the smile on Naraku's face.
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I watched out of a window as Fluffy went flying off to the west... or what I believed to be west. I felt cold inside. I knew deep down I had feelings for the demon that saved my life that night. I didn't know what to do. If I could just find a way to tell him. It was too late though. He had left before I could get to him.
I heard my name being called by Naraku and froze........... since Sesshomaru was gone that meant Naraku was free to do whatever he pleases with me again. I was once again in hell... I hadn't really left, but my angel the sure as hell did.
"Kagome!" Naraku yelled again and I knew I was in for it again, but for some reason I couldn't bring myself to really care.
I walked in the direction of Naraku's voice and didn't see anything. I was heart broken, because I knew that Sesshomaru and Fluffy would never come for me... not now... not ever. I knew I wouldn't ever get my chance to tell them both how I felt.
That some how I had fallen in love with them both... even if it was about two days. Something in me just felt that they were right for me.
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AN: Sorry for not updating for so long. I'm doing a lot better now and thank you for all of you that actually gave a damn lol. Well I'm thinking about where I'm going to take this. I know what I want to happen... just kinda don't know how to make it happen... but I do think I'm going the right way. So just bare with me and tell me if you like it so far or no. If you don't like it then please tell me why, and maybe I could fix it for you.
Review Responses:
Kags21 - Yeah he sure does... which doesn't make sense at all when you think about it.
Kikyo18 - Yeah true. It's alright. I enjoyed talking to you when you imed me lil sister. Take care and you better be doing that hw you dork.
knucklehead - I'm glad you like this story and I'm trying to update a little bit more. I'm just not sure what I'm doing at the moment. I can't wait to see what Fluffy has planned either.
Marrosa - lol what does Ja Na mean again? I heard it before I just forgot what it meant.
InuyashasGypsyGurl - I'm feeling a lot better now. My voice will cut out every once in awhile but I am better. Now if I could just think what the heck I want to do with this story again. lol. There's so much I have to put in, but I didn't mean to make her belong to Sesshomaru so soon. I got plans for her and Naraku and damn I messed up and its too late to go back. I'm glad you liked that chapter. Thanks.
rowdygirl - Honestly the chapter titles are whatever the heck I put... I don't really put too much thought into it and I didn't have anything better to put lol. What do you mean by its a bit choppy though? I'm not mad or anything I'm just really wondering why you said that.
cocoke5 - I'm trying to take care of myself... kinda hard to do that when you don't have any health insurance and all you can hope for is that its just a common cold ya know? Iono, but like I said I'm trying the best I can. I am doing a lot better by the way. I'm sorry for keeping you waiting for an update. So terrible of me. I'm glad you liked the last chapter and that you think this is a good story. I have no idea why Fluffy loves her, but alright lol.
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"Sesshomaru?" I asked again when I didn't get a response.
When Sesshomaru looked back up at me his eyes were red again.
"Fluffy?" I asked.
"Hello my sweet Kagome.... you smell wonderful as always." he said to me kissing my neck once again.
I pushed him away and he growled at me. He stood there staring at me with hurt in his eyes. Wow I got to tell you to see one of the demon lord's beast look like that was amazing. I mean really the hype them up to make it sound like the only decent part of them is the humanoid part of them, but honestly Sess's beast was childish and totally cute with that look on his face, you could just kiss it right off.... not a bad thought really...
I didn't realize I had moved closer to him till I was kissing him on the lips. I pushed him away and took a huge breath. I had to get it together. I didn't want it if it wasn't all of him. I knew what it felt like to be raped and this was just too close for comfort.
"Why do you push me away Kagome?" Fluffy asked me looking sad.
"I'm sorry, but it's just..." I trailed off not knowing how to say it really.
"You want Sess... is that it?" Fluffy asked me and the look in his eyes was betrayal.
I didn't understand that one emotion on him and in this situation.. wow this is odd as all hell. A demon's beast feeling betrayal at someone wanting the other part of him... wow is all I can say about that.
"Fluffy... it's just too close to something else and I don't feel right about it. I'm sorry, but I can't do this." I said as I started walking towards the door. I heard a growl and then Fluffy was standing in front of me like a jealous lover..... or mate. I started to back away, because honestly he was scaring the hell out of me.
"How dare you! Your no better than the rest of them. I should have known better. Don't worry Kagome.. you wont see me again and there for I wont do something that obviously makes you feel guilty... which by the way it shouldn't. But whatever... stupid fucking bitch!" with that Fluffy walked out of the room slamming the door closed hard enough to make it fall off it's hinges.
I stood there more confused than I have ever been in my life.
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**What the hell was that about?**
*Shut up Sess*
**Don't tell me to shut up and would you mind telling me what all that was about?**
*Growl*
**Don't growl at me either**
*She doesn't love ME*
**.....**
*She loves YOU*
**.....**
*She wants to be with YOU*
**....**
*Are you happy now Sess... ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW!!!*
Fluffy stomped into his and Sess's room and slammed the door closed and started to pack their stuff. He was just seeing red and wanted to beat the living hell out of anything.
**Fluffy?**
*Can you for once in your miserable fucking life just SHUT THE HELL UP?!*
Sess had never seen Fluffy act this way...ever. It was kind of heartbreaking really. Sess hadn't really thought that Fluffy would react this way. He knew that Kagome didn't love him. That was a fact.
**She thinks its a form of rape since she knows I do not want it Fluffy... that's why she pushed you away.**
Sess tried to sooth his inner beast but Fluffy wasn't having it today.
*Just leave me be Sess. We are leaving and wont be back...EVER.*
Sess didn't even bother to argue, he knew that Fluffy was in no mood for anything at the moment. He was hurt and was trying to hide it with anger. Sooner or later he would break down.
Fluffy packed everything and had Jaken take it to Ah-Un. He found Naraku as well on his way out.
"Leaving so..." Naraku began, but was interrupted.
"I wont be back Naraku. If you wish to seek my council then come to my lands next time."
With that Fluffy walked out the castle doors and didn't look back. He summoned his cloud and started his journey to the western lands. If he had looked back, he would have seen the smile on Naraku's face.
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I watched out of a window as Fluffy went flying off to the west... or what I believed to be west. I felt cold inside. I knew deep down I had feelings for the demon that saved my life that night. I didn't know what to do. If I could just find a way to tell him. It was too late though. He had left before I could get to him.
I heard my name being called by Naraku and froze........... since Sesshomaru was gone that meant Naraku was free to do whatever he pleases with me again. I was once again in hell... I hadn't really left, but my angel the sure as hell did.
"Kagome!" Naraku yelled again and I knew I was in for it again, but for some reason I couldn't bring myself to really care.
I walked in the direction of Naraku's voice and didn't see anything. I was heart broken, because I knew that Sesshomaru and Fluffy would never come for me... not now... not ever. I knew I wouldn't ever get my chance to tell them both how I felt.
That some how I had fallen in love with them both... even if it was about two days. Something in me just felt that they were right for me.
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AN: Sorry for not updating for so long. I'm doing a lot better now and thank you for all of you that actually gave a damn lol. Well I'm thinking about where I'm going to take this. I know what I want to happen... just kinda don't know how to make it happen... but I do think I'm going the right way. So just bare with me and tell me if you like it so far or no. If you don't like it then please tell me why, and maybe I could fix it for you.