When He Was Mine

When He Was Mine
By: Maggz
Disclaimer: InuYasha and Co. © Rumiko Takahashi

Chapter 11

InuYasha held me and stroked my arm up and down as our hearts slowed... our breathing quieted. He was silent but so was I... and I just wanted him to be OK. I had never felt more satisfied in my life... something that had been missing in my life had suddenly appeared and I could only close my eyes and snuggle up against his body. I felt a chill... a draft of cool air and I disentangled myself from his arms and sat up, looking for any extra blankets to throw over us.

"Where are you going, sweet girl?", he asked me drowsily and I turned to him and smiled. "I'm going to the bathroom and then I'm going to get us another blanket...", I said. "Ok...", he yawned and pulled his arms behind his head, looking at me as I walked backward away from him. I went to the bathroom first for a quick clean up and then to the bedroom and pulled the blanket off the bed. I heard him pad behind me into the bedroom and surround me with his arms. He lifted my hair and kissed my neck and let his fingers reach to my nipples and play.

"InuYasha... would you rather sleep in here?", I asked him as my tummy begin to quiver. "I'm NOT planning on sleeping, Kagome... you must know that... I've watched you for three weeks and one time is NOT enough...", he said softly. "Oh... InuYasha...", I laughed softly and he let his hands move down my tummy and between my legs. "God, you are incredible, Kagome... so soft, and sexy... so HOT!", he breathed and I felt his hardness behind me once more.

"My sweet virgin girl... my babygirl... all mine...", he whispered as he let his lips softly kiss my neck. I stood up straighter and moved my hands behind heck.eck... holding him... and his hands soon cupped my breasts again and pulled at the nipples. "Turn around, Kagome...", he growled and I turned in his arms and let my hands lock behind his neck. "Did you like it, sweetheart? did I make you feel good?", he asked me. "Oh, InuYasha... sooooo good!", I said and kissed him. "Then why do I feel like you're still so shy with me...?", he asked. "I don't know... maybe after one more time I won't be.", I said and looked up at him... now even more shy. I couldn't believe I had said that to him... he'd be thinking me some kind of slut. First I'd asked for it AGAIN as soon as we'd both came together and now I was telling him I wanted more for sure.

"I want to let you ride me... and I...", he said and then stopped rather abruptly. I looked up at him... worried that he'd changed his mind and he was looking at me... his head cocked to one side. "I'm sorry, Kagome...", he said softly and traced a finger down the side of my face. "Sorry?", I said... afraid he'd regretted what had happened between us and too afraid to hear anymore. "This night is for you... and here I go with all these plans for us... you should be telling me what YOU want.", he said and smiled.

"I... I just want YOU, InuYasha, that's all...", I said and he laughed and hugged me hard, picking me up off my feet and twirling me around the dark room. "You can have ME in a hundred different ways, Kagome... all you have to do is say the word... my mind has been on you and your body so much these past weeks that I've thought of all kinds of ways to have you... so trust me, anything goes. ", he smiled as he set me down.

"So tell me then... I really don't have any idea, InuYasha... tell me what you want to do... what you want ME to do and what you want to do TO me!", I grinned. "Uh-oh... I've awakened the sleeping beast within, haven't I?", he laughed and pushed me back onto the bed where he climbed atop me, held me to him and rolled us both over, reversing our positions. I sat atop him now and he smiled from underneath me. "Tell me, InuYasha!", I giggled and he put his hands on my hips and smiled.

"Ok... but will I embarrass you? I mean... when we were making love earlier... I got a little... erm... carried away with you... I hope I didn't hurt you none and I hope my gutter mouth didn't turn you off... all you have to do is tell me, baby.", he said. "Oh... no, InuYasha... I liked...", I started and saw his eyes widen. "You liked it? the roughness, the naughty mouth?", he asked and held my hands. "I... yes... are you... disappointed?", I asked him. "NO... hell NO!", he said and laughed. "If you like it sweetheart... there's plenty more where that came from when you get me all crazy with that body of yours!", he laughed. "Oh, InuYasha... I'm not...", I started and he put a finger to my lips. "Don't even think that in front of me again... you're very hot... very sexy... you wannow how how many nights I've... well, nevermind...", he said and I frowned. "It's nothing Kagome... nothing... just know that I think you're very hot... all I've wanted for a long time... and we'll do whatever you're little heart as well as your fabulous pussy desires!", he said.

"InuYasha!!!!", I laughed and lowered myself onto his body... lying fully on top of him. "Hot baby!", he teased and pulled me as close as he dared. "Sorry... see? I told you... I get so carried away with you!", he said. "You're silly!", I laughed and he chuckled and started to tickle me. Soon he had me underneath him again and he stopped his tickling and looked down at me. "What is it, InuYasha? you still haven't told me what you want... or how you want it... or even told me how to do any of it!", I laughed at him. "Like you NEED to be told!", he said. "Well? don't you need to tell me?", I asked. "If you really, really insist!", he grinned and I nodded eagerly. Something about hearing InuYasha talk all sexy made me crazy... I'd found that out early on... this evening.

"I want you to ride... get up on top of me and just ride like a wild girl... do you know why?", he asked me and I shook my head. "Because... when you're on top of me and I get inside of you... it goes ALL the way in... and I can feel every little bit of you that is there...", he said and I smiled at him. "I'd love to eat you... just have you lie down right here in this bed and spread those pretty legs for me and I'd bury my head forever and just lick and suck and kiss and nip at you ‘til you couldn't breath... then I'd make you come...", he grinned. I shivered and he laughed... knowing what he was doing to me. "I want you to taste and lick and suck me too, baby... and I can kinda tell... just by how you were with me in the living room earlier that you want it too... is that right?”, he asked as his hands slid softly up and down my body.

"Yes... it's true... but I don't know...", I said and he shook his head. "Yeah, you DO know... very much so you know... so don't tell me you don't...", he said softly. "But I don't... I've never...", I said. "And I know that... but what you did in there... well, it just means going with what you feel... and if it feels right... then you just do it!', he said. "I'd be shy, InuYasha... so scared and afraid I was doing it all wrong!", I said. "There is no wrong, Kagome... none at all... and we'll learn each other... trust me...", he said and I smiled. At that moment in time with InuYasha, all was perfect and I refused to let my mind go anywhere else except where it was right now... at this moment in time.

"What are you up for? or are you up for anything at all right now? Do you wanna rest?", he asked me and I shook my head. "No... I can rest anytime... who knows when I'll be with you again like this...", I said and I noticed his eyes change... the color deepen. "We'll damned well be together as much as we can when I'm home, Kagome... trust me... I want to be with you... isn't that what you want?", he asked and he grabbed my hands and held them. "I... yes... well, I DO… but InuYasha, I start school soon and... and I'll be home and... can we just talk about this later? like in the morning, please?", I asked him and he looked at me for a long time... then he smiled and nodded. He started to kiss me... and I knew then that anytime his lips found mine, I was a goner... the kisses could be sweet and innocent... then change into fiery passion in mere seconds... I never knew with him what to expect and it excited me beyond belief. His hands were traveling down my body as his mouth fastened itself on mine and his fingers left a sweet trail of ecstasy wherever they touched. I was squirming underneath him... totally unaware of anything except of this sexy man that was on top of me. "You want it again, Kagome?", he asked me, whispering against my skin. "I want YOU, InuYasha...", I said and he rolled over until he was underneath me again and I lay on top of him.

I sat up... knowing what he wanted... and wanting to feel him too... and he looked at me as he waited. I trailed my fingers down his chest and touched those wonderful nipples again... as he sighed and wriggled now. "Kagome?", he groaned and I smiled. "Now, InuYasha?", I asked and he nodded and felt underneath me as I slid my body off him a bit and felt him gripping himself and pushing toward me. Soon I felt his penis... hard and hot and he took his hand and slid it onto my hip... easing me down on top of him. "Ohhhhhhhhhh...", I nearly cried... the size of him stretching me more than before it seemed. "It's OK, Kagome... just let me... mmmmmm... Good... just let me help you.", he murmured.

He had both hands on my hips now and was moving me slowly around on him... I let him do this... adjusting myself to him... and then I let me body take up the rhythm he had started. Feeling him inside me... watching his face as he was pleasured... made me nearly crazy and I wanted nothing more than to feel him fill me up again. His hips were pushing up off the bed now... his legs spread underneath me... his hands still on my hips holding me down... and his moans and cries became louder. "Say it, InuYasha...", I whispered and he opened his eyes and looked at me. "Say it... tell me it's good... say you like it...", I said softly. "Ohhhhhh... Kagome...", he grunted... I could tell it wouldn't be long for him... and realized how much InuYasha truly enjoyed having sex right at that moment.

"Good... oh... yesssssssss... so good!", he moaned and then I felt him stiffen... saw his eyes close... watched him in fascination as the emotions and feelings played over his face. Warm fluid filled me and I knew at once that he'd come inside me this time... his soft sounds confirmed that he'd come... and he pulled me down to him and kissed me over and over.

I felt his breathing become deep... but I could only lay there in his arms... on top of him... and listen to the beat of his heart as it slowed to a steady thump-thump. "Blank--et..., Kagome...", he whispered sleepily against me. I moved off him and to the bathroom once more... cleaned up and took a warm wet cloth to the bed, but grabbed a blanket from the closet as I neared where he lay softly snoring.

"InuYasha?", I called out softly, for I didn't want to wake him from sleep if he was, if fact, sleeping. "Mmmmm?", he answered me. "I brought... let me clean you up... or would you rather?", I asked as he opened his eyes and looked quizzically at me. "You don't have to do that, sweetheart... give it to me...", he said. "But... I wanted to...", I said. He waited for a second , then nodded... and I sank down on the bed next to him and moved the warm cloth to him to wash him off. He watched me... my hands... then my face as I worked quickly and washed him off... then I went back into the bathroom and rinsed the cloth out, coming back to join him in bed.

He had already spread the blanket over him and I ran back quickly for the pillows. Checking the fire in the fireplace, and seeing that it was OK... I went back to him and climbed quickly under the covers... shivering. He pulled me against his warm body and buried his face in my hair. "Want you by my side... don't leave again...", he murmured and I snuggled down... my arms around his waist... his around my shoulders as we drifted into sleep together...

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Maggz