Fading away

I'm sorry it took so long... I was stuck a bit there, my plot bunnies had decided to go on a vacation right when I needed them... so I had to storm off into bunny-land to get them back... but finally... chapter 10!!!

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“Did you… take me as a model for the elder brother?”

 

“What if I did? Plus, if you have seen that, the answer should be obvious…”

 

“Inuyasha, you… why?”

 

“Why, you ask? I would rather ask you why this is your favorite story? Don’t tell me you didn’t notice!”

 

“…”

 

“You must be kidding… really? Oh well, it doesn’t matter.”

 

“It does. Am I really that much of a cruel person to you?”

 

“You… I don’t know.”

 

“ ‘I don’t know’ you say… but you have written it!!! Why would you… write anything about me… about us?”

 

“I don’t know!!! You just… You just wouldn’t want to leave my head after I saw you the last time!”

 

Sesshomaru looked at his younger brother with an expression of surprise as the hanyou had almost cried out that last statement while slamming a book back into its space. He hid his eyes under the bangs but Sesshomaru could see the deepening blush on his cheeks.

 

“I… You… I had to… When I wrote that book, I was at a point where I had to come to a term with my past life… I had to start anew with a completely new outlook on how I would spend my life… but you… you were still there… lurking somewhere around this world, still part of who I used to be… and… it’s your fault I had to transform you into a mere character! Else you wouldn’t have left my… thoughts…”

 

“So you’re saying you did this to get your revenge on me? For what we used to be?”

 

“No! It wasn’t revenge… just… to forget about you…”

 

“Forget about me? Don’t kid yourself…”

 

A sudden flush of rage went through the youkai’s mind and the same moment the hanyou looked at him, the good old fear before his stronger nature hiding within his golden irises, he nailed his brother against the bookshelf, holding each of the thin and fragile wrists in his strong hands like they were mere straws of grass.

 

“To draw me this accurately… you must’ve burnt my face into your memories… so why… did you… was I this cruel to you for you to make me the older brother?”

 

“Ask yourself, Sesshomaru. You… you never helped me, no matter how big the danger I was in was and moreover… you were always the biggest threat to me, bigger than Naraku or anyone else… someone I couldn’t and didn’t want to win against… I was at your mercy until I got Tessaiga… then you chased me even more openly… always reminding me of what I am, a mere hanyou, not good enough for either side of my blood… you were always this… perfect… godlike… and I… I knew I had to hate you, to fear you but I… I could just admire you…”

 

“Do you… still see me like that? Am I still the same to you?”

 

The hanyou just looked at him with his eyes that hid so much of sadness, of the pain he had gone through all of his life, a little tear of desperation glittering in the corner of his eye and something broke in Sesshomaru.

 

“I swear… I… I would never force you… to make such a choice! Believe me! I don’t want anything else now than give you the care I withheld so many years… so please… don’t tell me I am still the same to you…”

 

Inuyasha's smile was gentle and held the perfume of desperation, of the last thing said before one was left with nothing else in his grasp, the last words before nothingness.

 

“No… you’re not… I like the one you are now…”

 

As immense relief cursed through Sesshomaru's mind, he gave into his inner desire and pressed his lips against the completely surprised hanyou who had no chance to oppose any resistance to his strength and was invaded in a second. The youkai tasted this new territory, filled with a taste he had never known before and already craved for more as his tongue played with the one of his younger brother. When his fangs poked at the soft flesh of Inuyasha's lips, a little moan escaped the throat of the hanyou and Sesshomaru cracked his eyes open to see the brightly blushing cheeks on the expression that couldn’t decide between pleasure and pain. Suddenly Sesshomaru felt the stance of his brother weaken and slid down with him while taking advantage of that moment of weakness to seal those thin and fragile hands in one single palm locked in an iron grip against the bookshelf. His right hand travelled down, cupping the cheek of his younger brother moaning softly into their kiss. As the deadly claws gripped carefully into the white luxury of hair Sesshomaru finally broke the contact of their lips.

 

Inuyasha's gaze was stern, even if the big golden irises staring at him from a bit lower looked absolutely cute to Sesshomaru, but the flushed cheeks and the panting breath betrayed the pleasure he had felt. The only thing the youkai couldn’t know was if the hanyou had enjoyed the pleasure or if he rejected it. Relationships between family members weren’t that uncommon under high youkais but Inuyasha might have his reservations towards it as he had been raised with humans. A feeling that only very seldom had arisen within Sesshomaru's chest filled him as he saw in the glint of his brother’s eyes to wish to say something. The youkai was scared and yet yearned for the ‘answer’ of his younger brother.

 

“Let go of my hands.”

 

Sesshomaru sighed at the calm sound of the hanyou’s voice as he unlocked his hand. His brother had every right to be mad at him; after all, he had just forced himself onto the weaker, smaller man. He already wanted to slip away and to disappear to never importune Inuyasha again when he felt those arms gently enlace his neck.

 

“It’s not fair for you to be to only one who gets to hold.”

 

The strength hidden in those scrawny arms softly guided the youkai down to meet the smaller hanyou who had to crane his neck. Their breaths ghosted over each other’s face while they just gazed at the naked souls hidden behind half-lidded golden eyes. The youkai’s hand wandered up and caressed the creamy white skin adorned by a rosy flush before gently entangling the fingers mindful of their sharp claws into the soft moon white hair, supporting the younger brother’s head by its base. Sesshomaru rather felt the smile than he saw as their lips melt together once more, their eyes locked in a blurred fire of gold before hiding beneath ivory eyelids decorated by the long silvery lashes.

 

 

 

Sesshomaru himself wasn’t really sure how they had gotten away from the work room and into the bed room of his younger brother but all that counted in his mind was the feeling of his brother’s skin under his fingers and lips. Never before he had thought of clothes being such a bother and he had had to resist the urge to just tear them apart though, judging from the heated gaze of the hanyou, the owner of said clothes wouldn’t have minded it very much. With every inch he uncovered, Sesshomaru was mesmerized, fascinated and scared. His brother was so thin and scrawny that he feared he would break within his strong arms like fragile glass. Suddenly a hand pulling at his bangs woke him up from his thinking as Inuyasha hissed at him.

 

“Stop dreaming! Can’t you concentrate on what you’re doing?”

 

“Haha… Sorry Inuyasha… I just can’t take my eyes off you…”

 

The youkai gently held up one of the thin wrists of the hanyou and kissed the almost transparent skin where he could feel the heartbeat of his brother, pulsing rapidly through his body.

 

“You are so… fragile… I could snap this arm of yours without even trying very much…”

 

Inuyasha just smiled with a twinge of sadness mixed in it as he pulled down the youkai’s hand to smother its palm with an openmouthed kiss as he held it between his hands like a prize.

 

“I’m not that fragile… Sesshomaru…”

 

He closed his eyes and began to lick the clawed fingers, tasting them and playing with them as if they were his favorite toy, sending shivers over Sesshomaru's body, who suddenly wished for that tongue to play somewhere else. Burning him with his gaze from under the almost closed lids, the hanyou added:

 

“And besides… I trust you… so break m-...”

 

Before Inuyasha could end his sentence properly Sesshomaru sealed his lips with a searing kiss as if he wanted to swallow him whole and leave no crumb for the rest of the world. He trailed pattern over the abs of his younger brother before his hand gently pressed against the hard bulge in the boxers, chuckling into their kiss as he felt the hanyou buck his hips into the pressure. The youkai played a bit with the fabric before slipping a hand inside, mindful of his claws in presence of his brother’s most sensitive area. The hanyou moaned and gasped into their kiss while the strong hand enclosed the gorged shaft and pumped it with enough gentleness and vigor to make it just perfect. A few drops of precum already lubed his movements when Inuyasha managed to push him away a little, breaking their kiss while a thin string of saliva still connected their bruised pale lips.

 

“Aaah… let me touch you… too…”

 

Sesshomaru smirked as he felt his brother’s hands tug at his own trousers and redressed himself, his brother following his example after kicking off his underwear. Before the youkai could do anything, the hanyou had already opened the fly of his clothes restricting his own straining erection and freed it. On his fours, he looked up with a burning gaze and an expression like a cat who had found a new toy as he stroked it gently, holding his nails out of the way to preserve the sensitive skin from any harm. Chuckling softly he licked the head before engulfing it completely. Sesshomaru felt like heaven had come down on his cock, a hot, wet and soft heaven that pleasured him with skills he hadn’t thought possible, while he held the long white mane out of the way and gently guided the head of his brother with his other hand. His strong legs had no problem whatsoever to support his weight in a kneeling position while the hanyou supported his weight on his hips, grazing his skin ever so lightly with the tips of his claws, drawing even more elicit gasps from his elder brother.

 

Just when he thought he would come in his brother’s mouth, the pressure in his lower body almost unbearable, he pulled himself together and almost yanked Inuyasha's head away to press his lips against the lips moist with saliva and tasting himself on the delicious tongue of his hanyou. He needed no strength to push him onto his back, his younger brother following his lead eagerly and anticipating his movements like no one else ever had before. While he still plundered his mouth the youkai supported his own weight on one arm and enclosed both of their dripping, rock hard cocks in his free hands before he began to move his hips rhythmically to increase the delicious friction. Soon his younger brother was imitating him, moaning and gasping into their kiss just as much as he did and moving in synch with him. Both of the hanyou’s hands were slick with precum as he had joined his brother, creating a heavenly place for them to thrust into. They needed air badly but they didn’t want to let go of each other’s lips to the point where Sesshomaru saw for the first time in his life those famous little black dots in his blurred vision.

 

Gasping, unable to murmur anything else than incessantly each other’s name, panting and sweating they chased their climax, seeking the ultimate pleasure from the body of the other and with a soft cry Inuyasha came while Sesshomaru only grunted a little as their cum splattered over their stomachs. They only gave up thrusting against each other when both of them were milked dry and could do nothing more than just lie there, breathing heavily. After a few seconds of rests Sesshomaru looked at Inuyasha and smirked softly as he saw the eyes hazed by the afterglow of lust. Gently licking away a drop of cum that had managed to reach the flushed white skin he kissed the bruised lips chastely. The hanyou grinned mischievously as he gently enlaced his brother’s neck, trying not to mingle his hands covered with cum with the gorgeous silky hair that stuck to the sweaty back. The semen between their bodies pressed against each other cooled down and slowly cemented them against each other. Sesshomaru's velvety voice softly purred into the furry triangles that twitched in the air blown against them.

 

“Inuyasha…”

 

“Sesshomaru…”

 

“I guess we’re going to need a bath…”

 

“Hahaha… maybe later?”

 

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