I'll See You Again

Sesshomarus eyes burst open as he sat upright. His heart was pounding and cold sweat drenched his brow. He sat with his head in his hands, he took deep breaths to try and calm down. After a few minutes he looked around his moonlit room before he ran his hands through his hair and sighed.

It had been almost one month since him and Rin had to part, and every night he would have nightmares of what Kyou could be doing to her, if she was alright . . . If she was even still alive. He lived with so much guilt since that day. He was supposed to protect her, how could he let her down like this?

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Every day for the past month, Rin looked outside of her room window . . . Well the room that she now called her own. She hardly slept, rarely ate . . . She was more or less depressed. Every fibre of her being missed Sesshomaru. It was becoming unbearable. She has many times thought about just ending her life, but the only thing keeping her alive was the thought of maybe one day she would get to leave this place and go back to Sesshomaru.

He was the meaning of life for her.

Just as she finished that thought, Kyou opened her door. She didn’t bother turning around to face him, just continued to look through her window into the nothingness of the dark night sky.

“Rin, you haven’t eaten.”

“Why does it matter?” Rins answered, still not looking at him.

“Well,” Kyou wrapped his arms around her waist, “I do care about you, Rin.”

“I’m tired.” Rin unwrapped his hands from around her body and walked past him.

“Don’t walk away from me.” He grabbed her wrist. Rin yanked her wrist out of his hands and continued on her way to her bed.

Angry now, Kyou grabbed her shoulder and spun her around to face him, almost expecting to see fear in her eyes. There was none. There was nothing, she just gave him a blank stare. “Never walk away from me again, do you hear me?”

Rin looked up and him with a blank stare and said nothing.

“I asked you a question Rin.” She nodded and tried to walk away from him once again.

Kyou took Rins wrists and slammed them against the wall beside her window and pressed his body against hers, leaving her immobile. “I told you not to walk away from me Rin.”

She looked up and him with the fear and panic he had wished to see before. Kyou crushed his lips to hers and Rin struggled to break free. What Rin didn’t know was that her struggling against him with their bodies so close was having the wrong effect on him . . .

Kyou pulled his lips off hers and looked at her scared eyes, parted lips and her chest, rising and falling rapidly.

This sight of her was extremely arousing to him.

He pinned both of her wrists above her head with one hand, as to free the other and smirked as her panting became more frantic. He crushed his lips to hers once more and slipped his free hand under her shirt and cupped her breast. Rin squeezed her eyes shut as silent tears began to stream down her face, staining her cheeks.

Kyou finally pulled away from her when he felt her sob. He just watched as her tears rolled down her face, finding his own sadistic enjoyment at the sight of her anguish. “Open your eyes.” He said calmly, despite the situation.

Rin gathered up what was left of her courage and opened her eyes. As she looked up at him, her eyes were pleading and scared, she didn’t want this and he knew it. But he didn’t care about her feelings, only cared that he had her. He smirked at her and let loose her hands and her breast and took a step back, a small step back.

Rin stood frozen under his unwavering gaze, even though she wanted to move more than anything. In all of her being, she couldn’t muster up enough courage to even stand. Falling to her knees, Rin hung her head and cried. Allowing only a few tears to fall, Kyou gripped her hair and forced her head back to look at him. He stooped down in front of her, never loosening his grip on her hair, and forced her lips against his once again.

She didn’t fight, she couldn’t. She had nothing left in her to resist. All she could do was comply and hope that he would leave her be if she didn’t try to stop him. She was wrong. Kyou stood, dragging her with him, and threw her onto the bed.

As she landed onto the bed, Rin tried to huddle closer to herself, trying to feel safe in this place even though she knew she wasn’t. She never was. Kyou climbed on top of her, straddling her hips so her legs couldn’t do any damage if she so chose, and almost immediately ripped her shirt off. Rin tried to cover her bra clad upper body, but her attempts were quickly halted when Kyou, once again, pinned wrists to either side of her.

“Don’t try and cover yourself from Me.” his voice was husky from his prominent arousal.

Tears were seeping from her tightly shut eyes, but he didn’t care about that. Kyou was too focused on the way her chest rose and fell and how soft her skin looked . . . How out of place her bra looked to his hungry eyes.

Kyou let loose her wrists so he could yank her bra free from her body, trusting that she wouldn’t resist.

“No!” Rin screamed as she covered her chest and turned onto her side, her tears never stopped flowing. Kyou was pushed from her body when she turned; Rin took the opportunity to dash out of the room.

Rin ran as quick as her legs could take her, making her way to the front door. Not once did she wonder why Kyou was not following her . . . Why he hadn’t caught her by now. Quickly grabbing a sweater that was hung on a hook near the door, Rin put it on, zipped it up and dashed through the door, not bothering to close it.

“No matter where you run Rin, I will find you.” Kyou said to himself as he stood at the door, watching as Rin ran down the street. He smirked and shut the door.

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Rin ran as long as she could, she had no energy left. “That’s what I get for not eating.” Rin chuckled darkly to herself. Rin slumped down into a park bench, hugging her knees to her chest Rin waited. It was only a matter of time before she was found . . .

“No, I don’t want him to find me . . .” Rin whispered into her knees as fresh tears began to stream down her face.

“Hey, are you okay?” A soft voice called to her. Rin looked up and saw a woman standing before her.

“No, hunny don’t cry. What’s the matter?” The woman hugged Rins shoulders as she let her silent tears fall. A few minutes passed in silence as the woman cradled Rin in her arms. “Do you have somewhere to go? It’s awfully late for you to be outside alone.”

“I . . . I don’t have anyone anymore . . .” Rin sobbed. The truth of that statement hit her and she was sobbing inconsolably in the lady’s arms.

“Come now, you can stay with me until you find someone to go to.” The woman stood, bringing Rin with her. “By the way, I’m Ayame.” She smiled.

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End of Chapter . . . Stuff . . .

So this was my very weak attempt at trying to write some non-con. I suck. I think I should stick with the WAFF stuff XD So anyways, I hope that you like this chapter, and I know Sesshomaru wasn’t in this chapter very much, but this chapter was supposed to be about Rin . . . And Ayame XD

Hope you liked it and happy reading to you guys.
Update Date:March-29-2009