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Sesshomaru Chooses

By: rainbow21
folder InuYasha › Het - Male/Female › Sesshōmaru/Rin
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 12
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Chapter 10

“Sesshomaru is Saisho going somewhere” Rin asked him, “it seems he is going to Ucalie beach” Sesshomaru told her. “Ucalie beach but why is he going their” Rin then asked him, “there is someone their that he is planning to see” he replied. Rin didn’t ask him who Saisho was going to see.

The next day Saisho was heading to Ucalie beach, he deiced to take a sky dragon which would take less than five days. He was going to give Diablo a piece of him mind, leaving him in the dusk like that. ‘That arrogant jerk will pay’ he thought to himself, he was fuming on the inside.

About two days later since Saisho had left, Diablo was on the beach looking at the sunset. “It’s so beautiful” he said to himself. “Ha I bet lord Saisho is really mad since I didn’t tell him that I was leaving” he then said. ‘Of course its for the best’ he thought to himself when he soon smelt a familiar scent. Diablo looked up into the sky when he saw something or someone flying coming towards him. When the figure got closer he couldn’t believe who he saw it was Saisho.

‘Why the hell is he here’ Diablo thought to himself, the flying dragon landed on the sand beach. Saisho hopped of and just stood their with a big frown on his face, “well hi” Diablo said. Saisho walked up to him and punch Diablo right in the face. “How dare you leave without telling me” Saisho said with much anger in his voice. “I’ll remember that next time” Diablo said, “but tell me why did you come here” he asked Saisho.

“I want to know why you left you dumb ass” Saisho told him, “well I have to say that I am surprised you actually came here” Diablo said. “Don’t try and change the subject, you better tell me or I will beat you up” Saisho said.

Diablo sighed “I guess I have no choice” he said and sat down on the ground looking out to the open sea. “I decided to leave because I thought that if I stay any longer it could probably cause a few problems” he said. “Problems what the hell are you talking about” Saisho asked, “come on lord Saisho you know exactly what I’m talking about, surely you would have got it ages ago” Diablo said. “Got what” Saisho was a little confused about what Diablo was trying to say, “you really are dense aren’t you” Diablo said.

“What I’m saying is that I prefer men than woman and that I have grown rather attracted to you” Diablo told him. “I, I thought you were just playing around I didn’t know that you where actually into me” Saisho said. “I thought that leaving would make it a lot easier for you and me but seeing you here kind of surprises me” Diablo told him. “Tell me why would me being here surprise you” Saisho asked him. “I thought you would have preferred it if I had left” Diablo said, Saisho sat down next to him.

“You know to tell you the truth when I heard that you had left so suddenly I felt so mad and angry, I had rushed to my father to ask where you had gone I wasn’t sure why though, I felt so confused, I wasn’t quite sure why I wanted to see you, it actually kind of scares me a bit I have told myself that I should never let anyone get to me in such a way but it’s just so strange” Saisho told him.

“Tell me something did you come here because you wanted to beat me up or was it because you feel something for me” when Diablo said that it completely shocked Saisho. He looked at Diablo “feel something for you what am I suppose to feel” Saisho said still looking at him. Diablo brought his hand up to the side of Saisho’s face. “That maybe somewhere in your heart you have fallen in love with me” Diablo told him.

‘Love him is he serious I have never thought that’ Saisho thought to himself, his heart was beating so fast. ‘What’s wrong with me, why is my heart beating so fast, that it seems like I can hardly breath’ Saisho thought. Diablo was closing the distance between the two of them and Saisho wasn’t even moving away.

They where just mere inches apart, when their lips locked together, Saisho couldn’t believe what was happening. He wasn’t sure why he hadn’t even pulled away ‘why am I letting him kiss me’ he thought to himself. Saisho’s eyes started to slowly close and a small smile came up on Diablo’s face.

Saisho was then pushed onto his back and Diablo was on top of him still locked in a kiss. Saisho’s arms went around Diablo’s neck and pulled him in for a deeper kiss, feeling Diablo’s warm lips on his felt really nice. Even though he was kissing Diablo back he wasn’t sure if he was doing it because of love. He had always told himself that he would never fall in love because that is just some weak emotion.

Diablo pulled away but stayed on top of Saisho “how was that” he asked “I, I don’t know” Saisho replied. Diablo stroked a strand of Saisho’s hair away from his face and they looked into each others eyes. Saisho was a bit worried if Diablo was wanting to go a bit further but he wasn’t sure if her really wanted to do that. Saisho had never thought about doing it with a guy before he wasn’t intending to sleep with someone in a long time.

Though he was a demon he was only born twenty three years ago so he hadn’t planned of mating. Saisho also wasn’t sure on how his father would react if he ever found out that he had done such an act. Knowing now that Diablo was into the same sex, he defiantly could tell that he was restraining from taking him right now. Saisho was right, it was hard for Diablo to keep his cool and not do anything stupid.

Diablo had a sense that the kiss they just shared with one another had made Saisho rather uncomfortable in some way. He got of him and stood up looking at Saisho who was still lying down. “Here let me help you up” Diablo said offering Saisho his hand, Saisho grabbed it and Diablo pulled him up. “I’m sure your hungry after a long trip my home isn’t that far” Diablo said and started walking and Saisho followed.

They had arrived at a small hut which wasn’t all that far from of the beach, the hut didn’t looked all that half bad.

Saisho sat down and Diablo had come with some food for them both to eat. “It is rather late if you want, you can stay here for the night” Diablo said. “Thanks and besides my dragon needs the rest from the long trip” Saisho replied.

They both sat their in complete silence not saying one word, it seemed when ever something happens between the two everything just goes silent. Saisho had no idea what he should do right now. What happens when morning comes and he has to go back home, will Diablo go back with him. Does he want him to come back or would it be for the best if he just stayed. This is why Saisho never wanted to get fully involved in a matter like this one. Their would always be some problem which he didn’t really want to deal with.

The sun went down and the moon came up spreading its full light all over the lands like it always did. Diablo had given Saisho a futon he could borrow for the night which Saisho was grateful for. The night was silent and all Saisho could hear was the branches of tree and the bushes being swayed by the wind. For some reason Saisho couldn’t sleep every time he closed his eyes Diablo would always pop into his head.

It was making him very frustrated because he couldn’t get to sleep and it was all Diablo’s fault. Maybe kissing him on the beach was a huge mistake which Saisho was probably going to regret. When they where kissing about a thousand thoughts were running through his mind which wasn’t helping.

Even though he had a feeling that what they did was completely wrong and it should never had occurred. Their was something inside him saying that he should just let Diablo kiss him and don’t worry about it afterwards. What was their to worry oh that he was the heir to the western lands and that his fist kiss was with a guy. What would happen if someone would find out then his life would be ruined.

Saisho thought that being kissed would be alright and that is easy to keep as a secret but there is no way in hell he would sleep with Diablo. When he thought about that a shiver went up his spine. He then suddenly remembered what Diablo had asked him the night before he had left in his bedroom. Though he didn’t give him an answer he kind of felt rather guilty about it even though that question did kind of freak him out. How could you reply to such a comment, if you where asked to spend one night together.

Then Saisho thought of something which he shouldn’t have, “okay Saisho get a grip you should not be thinking about such things” he said to himself. “About what things” he heard a voice from the door way and it was only Diablo, ‘wait, what the hell is he doing in here’ he thought.

Saisho sat up “what are you doing in here” he asked feeling a little bit uncomfortable having Diablo in the same room. This might be his home but it was rude coming in to ones bedroom uninvited. “I heard a noise coming from in here so I came to see what it was and I guess it was just you talking to yourself” Diablo told him. “So what where you talking to yourself about if I may ask” he asked Saisho.

‘How can he ask me that, this has nothing to do with him, ok maybe it does but I’m not going to discuss it with him oh this is great now I’m talking to myself in my head’ this was driving him crazy. “You know if your afraid of the dark I don’t mind sleeping with you” Diablo told him. “Firstly I am not afraid of the dark and secondly I defiantly don’t want you sleeping with me who knows what you might try and do” Saisho told him.

“Uh I see now, your worried that we might have sex together since we kissed on the beach” Diablo guesses it. “No of course not” Saisho lied of course which Diablo could easily tell, he wasn’t a very good liar. “I wont lie to you lord Saisho but I wouldn’t mind sleeping with you but if you don’t want me to then that’s fine” Diablo told him. Saisho looked at him “say Diablo when you asked me that if you asked if you could have me for one night, you wanted to know what I would say right” he asked. “Yeah, what about it” Diablo said, “because I didn’t answer you, was that the reason why you left” Saisho asked him.

“I have already told you the reason why but it had nothing to do with what I asked you that night and besides I knew you wouldn’t be able to answer me” Diablo replied. Saisho stood up and walked over to him. “If I gave you an answer now what would you do” Saisho wasn’t sure what he was getting himself into. “Are you feeling alright lord Saisho you don’t seem yourself” Diablo was rather confused about Saisho’s attitude all of a sudden.

“As I didn’t answer your question that night I will answer it tonight” Saisho said, “I might have been confused back then but after today even though I told myself I shouldn’t I have decided what my answer is” Saisho took a big gulp.

How was that chapter good I hope, I just have to tell you that I can only write one chapter a day or maybe two so I really appreciate you reading this.
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