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Sorrow by me

By: Smarty0016
folder InuYasha › Het - Male/Female › Miroku/Sango
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 5
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Sorrow by me

Chapter 1: Midnight talk

A/N: This is my first story I ever published. So I would like you to review it and tell me if you liked it. I want you to tell me what was good and what was bad. I need your advice to continue with a better story.You can speak your wishes out about something happening.
And forgive me writing such an unbelieveable bad English because i am German. So it's good when you find mistakes or something like that.
So this is my chapter1!

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha!

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He didn’t know what to do anymore. He was in lack of sleep, every night he wasn’t sure if he see tomorrow but even in this case he had only hope. In his dreams he died or was in only a big sorrow so he couldn’t, didn’t want to sleep.

In his thoughts about it, he wasn’t aware that tears filled his eyes and began to slip down his cheeks. And he didn’t hear someone was awake and listen to his sighs and his disbelieving sobs.

´Why must this happen to me? Why can’t I live the life I want to? Why me?`

Only when he put his hands into the face he felt the tearstains and wiped his eyes with his sleeve. Now he was a little more in the world with his head and sensed someone wasn’t sleeping among him. Even when he was little he could sense people and their being.

Slowly he took his hands down until they reached his lap where they layed still. His heart began to beat faster than befor. He didn’t want his friends to know his sorrow and ... surely not the reason.

He gulped when he heard her voice.

“Houshi-sama, are you alright?” she asked him without turning around to see his face. She made herself sitting.

´Sango, what did you heard?`he thought and then had brang a “Sure” out. Miroku didn’t want to but his voice was tranked with sadness, even he was pleased that this wasn’t another sob. Inside he tried to calm down and control his breath.

“Then why are you not sleeping?” Now Sango turned around and faced him. Her gaze ran his face up and down which was shown in the firelight beside them, from his red eyes down the tearstains. ´Is this the cause for the noises? Miroku wept?!`

“I can ask you the same question.”

“Don’t reject me like this just answer.” Little by little she came a bit closer by crawling on the ground.

“I just can’t sleep and why are you still up, Lady Sango?” In the sort like he spoke was far to much unkindness.

“Don’t speak with me like this, please.”

Miroku was speechless and starred at her. He didn’t know why he was so harsh. maybe it was because he hadn’t slept for a long time.

“Can you do me a favor?” Sango said and brang Miroku back to reality. She knew, everyone knew that he hadn’t slept a fortnight.

“Whatever you want. What is it?”

“Be true.”

“If...you...want.” He couldn’t help himself with the look in her eyes.

A smile crossed her lips. It wasn’t much of his will but it was a promise and he would keep it. “Tell me. Why can’t you sleep? I see the rings under your eyes. You must be in lack of sleep so why can’t you sleep.”

“Sango, please. I just can’t sleep and even don’t know why. Now sleep you need to rest.”
She heard it was a lie. ´Why must he lie?` She can’t give up. “I told you to be true to me...”

As she saw him nod she couldn’t help but blushed. She was much embarrassed of the thought that he wept. “Houshi-sama, I heard you wept and I am convince of it since I see your red eyes and the tearstains below them. Please tell me, you know you can tell me.”

´How I hate when she call me like this. Yes, I am a monk but I am a human, too. I need to be treat like other humans especially of her.Can´t she only once in a lifetime speak my given name!` He sighed. ´What should I tell her? Kami-sama help.` Then he remembered wiping the tearstrains away.
“Sango...”

“Yes, Houshi-sama.”

´Noooooo! Miroku! Damn.`

She placed herself close to him to look him straight in the eyes and to create the perfect mood for... ‘For what?’

´Now I am aware of what to do. I do it like ever when we come closer because I don’t want her to carry my burden. ...I grope her!` (A/N: Isn’t he confused?^^) Immediately his hand began to wander, found the destination and began to stroke it.

Sango felt something stroke her butt and she knew what it was and to whom it belongs.

SLAP

“Hentai” she yelled.

And in a time of seconds a red red mark covered his cheek.

It was just like always. He grope her and she slaps him. But this was his opinion how things got to be.

“You are so damn full of perversion! I want to help you and you are going to grope me!...” Now Sango was really angry. She yelled and yelled at him so much that both of them were going to be sure the rest of the group is awake by now but it didn’t interested her.

Miroku couldn’t help but only gazed at her. ´I’m sorry Sango. I truly don’t want to but must do it. When Naraku is dead I’ll make everything to give you the life you earn. I hope at the end you will forgive me for this.`

“Hey, why you two must make such a fuck at the middle of the night?! Now wench stop yelling.” Inuyasha was however on a tree near by and now be awaken pissed him really of.

“Osuwari” Kagome said.

Now Inuyasha wasn’t anymore on the tree. The two of them had the day before an argument and didn’t speaked with each other (A/N: which is really odd since both always are screaming when they are in a argument).
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At the end of all they all get their sleep even Miroku. But Sango was a little longer up. She was thinking at this time about Miroku. By now her anger was grown into sadness and regret for all the times he has to grope her.

´Why must he grope me all the time! I wanted to help him but he! Why? He’s such a fool. This is so cruel. I’m all the time thinking about him and he grope me. Even in my dreams he is but at least he doesn’t grope me in my dreams.` Slowly she drove into sleep with need and longing to be in his arms.
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A/N: So what are you thinking is chapter 1 good or just okay or even really bad? I know it's a short chapter. Please review!
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